Bummy~

everything is alright.. er will be, i desired to make a MCS pun, and that i will accomplish. dropped two pounds today, the diet is already showing progress with much needed sleep and a proper meal plan. if only i had coke zero, but coffee shall do. the future still freaks me out though. earlier i had a beautiful trip to venus, and returning back to earth kinda bummed me out. my boyfriend is the sweetest - well, besides in regards to my weight. my brain cannot wrap around what he sees vs. what i see. one day i will i'm pretty sure, but for right now.. he might as well speak in advanced Thai to me on the subject. and it feels like rain. 

read a blog on here earlier, inspired me to discuss holidays. last year's xmas was the best i gotta admit of all-time - and same applies to the rest of the year. i really hope this year follows.. but so far, i had a pretty crappy january so far. thankfully not mental health related, i gotta say.. that improved since i've been back home from fighting white walls still. 

took my vitamins today, keeping my physical health in check. oh, listened to an older track that features Justin from MCS. finally, a featured track he sounds like himself in! it made me smile so hard to the point i think i cracked my lips further. i love his voice when its in the style i grew to love. how he sounds in the early stuff.. including FOB's track, "Chicago...", just sounds way weird to me for some reason. but the more i listen, the more use to it that i'm becoming. 

the opposite direction, a slasher film. bye!!