survey from EYELESS.EL1ZA

1) WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF PERFECT HAPPINESS?
reading while listening to music with no distractions

2) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
insanity :-p

3) WHAT TRAIT DO YOU MOST DEPLORE IN YOURSELF?
mostly everything tbh

4) WHAT TRAIT DO YOU MOST DEPLORE IN OTHER PEOPLE?
when they can’t tell they’re being annoying (even though i have that problem too ugh)

5) WHAT LIVING PERSON DO YOU MOST ADMIRE?
my gf prolly cause they’re really confident and nicer than me

6) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST EXTRAVAGANCE?
ummmm idk

7) WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT STATE OF MIND?
in the midst of a depressive episode 

8) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER THE MOST OVERRATED VIRTUE?
god i have no idea

9) ON WHAT OCCASION DO YOU LIE?
to protect people ig

10) WHAT DO YOU MOST DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR APPEARANCE?
my stomach or my boobs idk also acne

11) WHAT LIVING PERSON DO YOU MOST DESPISE?
her name starts with a k :-) i hate her so much but i have to be friends with her because i don’t want her to know that i know what she’s done because she’ll get mad at the person who told me

12) WHAT IS THE QUALITY YOU LIKE MOST IN A MAN?
either their hair or their girlfriends

13) WHAT IS THE QUALITY YOU LIKE MOST IN A WOMAN?
being nicer than me, shorter and a bit curvy ig. they have to understand that sometimes i won’t want to talk but also understand that sometimes i’ll need them and they need to be very understanding of neurodivergent traits or be neurodivergent themselves.

14) WHICH WORDS OR PHRASES DO YOU MOST OVERUSE?
i'm sorry, it’s my fault.

15) WHAT OR WHO IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF YOUR LIFE?
my girlfriend (obviously)

16) WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU HAPPIEST?
prolly the last concert i went to

17) WHICH TALENT WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO HAVE?

to be able to understand neurotypicals

18) IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
make myself thinner 

19) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT?
going six months without self harm (woohoo!)

20) IF YOU WERE TO DIE AND COME BACK AS A PERSON OR A THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
vampires cuz they sexy

21) WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO LIVE?
i’d like to live in iceland 

22) WHAT IS YOUR MOST TREASURED POSSESSION?
karl 

23) WHAT DO YOU REGARD AS THE LOWEST DEPTH OF MISERY?
after s/h the guilt is horrid

24) WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OCCUPATION?
death 

25) WHAT IS YOUR MOST MARKED CHARACTERISTIC?
i’m quite convincing actually 

26) WHAT DO YOU MOST VALUE IN YOUR FRIENDS?
not having to talk to them when i’m feeling low and not being expected to talk all the time

27) WHO ARE YOUR FAVORITE WRITERS?
aaaaa idk emily dickenson is great

28) WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE HERO OF FICTION?
ursula idc if she wasn’t the hero

29) WHICH HISTORICAL FIGURE DO YOU MOST IDENTIFY WITH?
emily. dickenson.

30) WHO ARE YOUR HEROES IN REAL LIFE?
melanie martinez

31) WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE NAMES?
i have a friend named luxe and that is a nice name

32) WHAT IS IT THAT YOU MOST DISLIKE?
k

33) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST REGRET?
i don’t want to talk about it

34) HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?
jumping off a bridge into a beautiful lake 

35) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmh