fucked

i'm so fucking fucked i want to go to this boys house hes so fine and beautiful but my bitch of a mom wont let me im fourteen fucking years old who are you to dictate who i hand with so im kinda scared he dont like me cuz i keep rejecting him on all these dates. and he was practically begging me to come over to his house cuz his parents werent there and there was gonna be weed and booze so who in their right mind would pass up that offer so i was like hell yyeah and i even made a whole present about having to go to this (made up) party