its all fucking gone. They took my phone forever. All because I edited a stupid fucking picture and sent it to my friends. now I have lost everything. I can't do this right now. I can't. This on top of losing everyone and my fucking eating disorder. I can't fucking do this. I cant fucking do this. I want to die. I want to end all of this. The only reason I stay is for him. He is the only person who is always there for me. But holy fuck I can't do it. I was just starting to convince myself to eat food. I can't. I can't fucking do it. I'm gonna fucking starve. I'm going to starve until I'm physically unable to walk. I have been ripping the hair out of my head. I can't stop. The pain is addictive. I can't do this. I'm going to relapse again. I just can't. I fucking can't. My life is officially fucking ruined and I have nothing left. No more phone, no more friends, and no more will to fucking live.