life rn

This is so random but i feel like I need to talk to somthing or somone so here this is, I dont rly know what I'm doing in life, like I know who I am and since summer has started I've deffenitly became more confident and comfortabe with myself but its just hard knoing that I will probably just go back to being shy and reserved when school starts again, which rly adds to the idea ive been thinking about the like is just a cycle of events that we have little to no control over in the grand scheme of thing which i guess is just all the more reason to take advantage of the chances you get to be free cause they dont come around very often. Anyway this was kind of just a vent so im sorry lmfao im gonna go watch Jersey Shore cause its 3:05 a.m where i am and i have nothing better to do :)))))