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1. What are your plans for the upcoming weekend?
- Today is Sunday and so idk what I’ll be doing next weekend
2. Is there anything that you need to get off your chest?
- Yes, I’m pretty sure I have borderline personality disorder, but I am scheduling a therapy session this week to get properly diagnosed. Technically a therapist and my social worker when I was a teen has already told me I might be bipolar, ‘cuz I was showing signs of it, but I was scared so I didn’t continue on with them. Fast forward more than a decade later, I am finally ready to get diagnosed and know the full truth so I can get the help I need
3. Is there anywhere you rather be? Where?
- I wanna visit Japan
4. Who is the first person that you know will respond to your messages asap?
- My grandma
5. Is there a secret that you need to get off your chest?
- Yes, I’m pretty sure I have BPD
6. Did you recently go out on a date with the person you like?
- I’ve never been on a date
7. What is one of your biggest pet peeves?
- I don’t like smokers
8. Name one unpopular opinion of yours:
- life is meaningless so do and live however you want because it literally doesn’t matter. Nothing matters
9. What are you excited about?
- My next music video
10. When was the last time you cried? Why?
- Almost today after Watching Boruto. Naruto lost the 9 tales 😭😭
11. Has the person you like ever made you upset?
- Yeah, of course
12. What song are you currently listening to?
- Nothing. I listened earlier
13. Are you an early bird or night owl?
- I can do both, it doesn’t matter but I prefer early mornings to avoid the crowds
14. Which books are you currently reading?
- None, I don’t like reading anymore
15. Name one of your best features:
- Attentive
16. Who are your best friends?
- I don’t have any best friends at the moment
17. Do you think your best friends would ditch you if they were to get a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- I wouldn’t even be friends with a girl like that ‘cuz that’s gross
18. Has a friend ever betrayed you in the past?
- I guess?
19. What is one thing people automatically notice about you?
- Idk, I never care to ask
20. What is one feature that you enjoy from the person you like?
- He’s cute
21. Does anyone know your deepest darkest secret?
- Now that I’ve been telling ppl about BPD they finally do
22. Is there anybody you wish to open up to but just can’t for the sake that they will judge you?
- I overshare a lot, so this isn’t a problem for me
23. Have you ever been out of the country?
- No 😔
24. Did you ever wish on a shooting star?
- I have lol
25. Are you a Disney fan at heart?
- Not anymore. I think they are toxic and weird now. I don’t like the message anymore
26. If you either had the choice of being able to teleport anywhere or being able to read anyone’s mind, which would you pick?
- I would love to teleport. That would really make me happy
27. Scenario: If you were getting unwanted attention by some creeper, would the person you like stand up for you?
- Idk
28. Scenario: You just became a celebrity, as people begin to know about you more, the person you trust the most starts sharing your darkest secrets for money, how would you react?
- What are my darkest secrets? I literally don’t have any, I overshare a lot. It really just depends on what they’re saying and if they’re sharing the money with me lmao
29. Favorite kind of soda?
- I don’t drink soda. I think Root beer, cream soda, pineapple and orange cream are decent
30. Favorite holiday?
- Use to be 4th of July, but due to this countries recent actions in the past 5 years now it’s Halloween
31. Does your family have any traditions?
- Howard Homecoming
32. Do you currently work, and if so do you love your job?
- I’m a full time background actress and yeah, I do enjoy it but I wish it was better
33. Would you rather go to California or Texas on vacation?
- Why would I ever want to go to Texas?? Can we remove Texas and put Hawaii. I live in Cali currently so Hawaii.
34. Do you call it fall or autumn?
- Fall
35. Do you wear your heart on your sleeve or do you mainly keep your emotions to yourself?
- With BPD my emotions are out for all to see
36. Does the person you like, know that you like them?
- Yes, I’m an open book with them
37. How do they know?
- I told him… repetitively lmao
38. Can you fall asleep in a car?
- Not for a long time until I bought my own car. I can fall asleep in my car, but not in anyone elses
39. Do you live in an area that gets all four seasons?
- Not anymore, but I use to
40. Are you self-sufficient?
- Yes, 100%
41. Are you closer to your mother or father?
- Neither. I don’t talk or have a relationship with either
42. What do you think about people who cheat?
- idc what other ppl do as long as they don’t do it to me. I’ve never been cheated on
43. When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
- Quiet so I can control myself and what I say
44. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
- No, never
45. Ever been to a bar or club?
- Yeah, I host at clubs sometimes
46. Have you ever been in a secret relationship?
- I’ve never been in a relationship
47. Have you ever danced in front of your mirror naked?
- Yeah, I have a nice body
48. Are your grandparents still alive?
- Yeah, both grandma are still here ❤️
49. Ever been in a car accident?
- Yeah, but they were all minor and nothing even worth mentioning
50. What is one thing that you fear?
- I don’t like bugs
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?
- Yeah, that’s why I’m getting therapy so I can get properly diagnosed with bpd
52. Ever laugh until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- Yeah and it’s really gross and painful
53. Are you afraid of the dark?
- I live alone so for the most part no, but sometimes if I’ve watch something scary I’ll sleep with all the lights on until I feel better
54. Do you watch a lot of tv?
- I don’t own a tv. I don’t want to watch myself on tv and since I’m a background actress I’m in a lot of shows. I do watch a lot of anime though
55. Are you currently in school?
- No
56. What car do you own?
- Currently a Toyota Yaris but I would love to get a self driving car
57. Are you a good driver?
- I’m excellent. I’m thinking about becoming a stunt driver…. Ohh but legally ppl may not consider me to be a good driver LOL
58. How long is your hair?
- Bra strap length! Finally!
59. Last movie you watched?
- It’s been a long time since I watched a movie. I’ve mostly been watching anime
60. When is your birthday?
- July 26!
61. If you could, would you upgrade to an iPhone 13?
- Only if it’s free or cost $100. I won’t pay $1000 for a phone, no. I’ll wait until it’s on Ebay for much cheaper
62. Do you like rollercoasters?
- No, I get motion sickness easily. I need to take medication for it before I go, that may help
63. Is there anyone that you never want to leave your life?
- Yeah, BPD calls it your “favorite person” or “fp” for short. I don’t want him to leave my life
64. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
- I’m doing much better! Things are starting to fall into place.
65. Are you in love?
- I have a favorite person, so if that’s considered love then yes.
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