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I have an older sister who drives me nuts most times. I have no idea why she has always been such a pain in my butt especially whenever I am just doing my own thing. I have a hard time trying to do anything I want when she is around. I can't enjoy enjoy cosplaying in my own house when she is around since she just bullies me and tells me that I am wasting my life. What pisses me off the most is that she acts like she always knows what's good for me when I have other plans and interest. Me and her are kinda different so idk why she can't read the room that I don't have the same ideals as her, she never really tries to understand and acts like she does which is so annoying. I hate how I always felt so bad about myself just because of her harsh words towards me. Even when I was still very little she was too harsh, and she used to hit me and my other sister a lot just because it was for discipline but sometimes it would go to far. As we got older I always try my best just to get on her good side because when she is not she can be a real godzilla sometimes.
I will never forget all the comments she made about how weird and all the other stuff she said that made me hated my own existence. I can't even wear what I want without her making fun of me when we go out. Telling me that my style preferences are so lame (especially when I wanna dress more edgy /goth or emo like how I want ever since I was younger) when she looks like an average normie. I hate how she always acts like my style sucks then tries to borrow my stuff. I honestly can't tolerate her behavior anymore. I kinda feel like she hates how I have grown to have more confidence with myself more than her. I'll be honest I have tried my best to look better through out the years and it did pay off unlike for her. I did always encourage her that she was fine and if she wanted to lose weight and styling advice I tried my best to give my support. However despite all that she never tried that much for herself. I could tell how she gets mad at me because of her insecurities but I am definitely not even mean to her. I just hope that I don't have to deal with her crap anymore in the future.
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