first blog i guess?

Okay - lets do this.

Hi, Im "Icarus" . i dunno why im writing this, maybe cuz i have a shit memory, or maybe something deep like so people have something to remember me why im gone lmao, whether that means when ive just grown up and shit or when ive like died i couldnt tell you. I mean maybe people wont even want to remember me, “everyones temporary” as Ren says. I love Ren, we dont talk as much as we used to but i know i can go to them about anything, they make me feel happy.

I dont think i want to get better. I think I just want to live life like this. It’s selfish, i know, you’re probably telling me to get my life together and live on for something. But i honestly just can’t be bothered with living anymore, I dont think its even in a suicidal way or anything like that, Im just constantly bored. So, lucky reader. Im gonna document my last however long I’ve got as… i dont know why im doing this, probably cuz its more sane than just talking to myself.