Nic Fiend

So as of late I've been getting high, very frequently. I presume its just me trying to cope but that's an excuse. I liveeeee for the high. I've been getting Carts but it's not the same a thing as actual bud. But the more I smoke I crave Nicotine. So i did what any underage person would do. Had my friend who is older than me buy a disposable. Pretty dope tbh. And im pretty sure its just about dead and i'm not even close to bring done with my first cart let alone the second cart. I don't know if I'll make it without my vape. I love her. I named her Rae. She is Tuity Fruity.  Me and my best friend are currently preparing for a concert at the end of the month. We are very excited, We're seeing my besties personal fave AJR, Their music is pretty good tbh. I just have a different all over the place music style, and she's very christian, and i'm an atheist. I respect her religion and she respects my lack of religion it makes us compatible. Sure I find myself attending her to church and whatnot but it's just not for me. I'm trying really hard to be a good friend for her since she does so much for me. She just hates me smoking. So i'm trying to keep it very hush hush because I don't want her to be upset. I love her and would hate to possibly ruin our friendship. Sorry that this was all over the place. 

-Goodnight