mentally ill

literally going insane like i can't even describe how crazy i feel right now. i'm so close to hitting up some random dude i used to go to school with or honestly just some rando online LOL like i need major attention now. i need someone who's gonna listen to whatever i say and do whatever whenever like istg i'm literally having a psychotic break rn. i need to act up NOW like tbh don't even remember that fools name but like wyd 😚 he's so ugly too but i literally do not care like as long as it's a nerdy wimpy lanky pathetic man i'll be fine LOL. he used to text me nonstop too like bro where ru when i actually need u 😒 annoying af. literally on the brink of suicide or a horrible irreversible life ruining decision. maybe i'll get pregnant like my cousin LMAO