Everything seems better in the subconscious. I am a rarity and I'm not speaking in an egotistical manner. I'm speaking the truth.

I've been given glimpses of the higher consciousness and what true happiness and love is. This reality seems like hell in comparison and I haven't received those feelings here at least for a very long time. I'm struggling to come to terms with this. I suppose I can look at it as a gift when I receive these dreams or downloads. Perhaps it's a sign to me that I am capable of feeling those emotions, that they exist. I had a friend tell me that she wishes that she had the kind of life that I have. I told her that it comes at a price of loneliness, isolation and depression that I wouldn't wish on anyone. If she truly knew what I go through she wouldn't want it. It's difficult to put yourself in someone's shoes to that extreme. I'm not just blowing smoke or flexing my ego when I say that I'm a rare person. I won't get into detail further but chances are that you cannot relate to me. I can almost guarantee it. 

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andrew covell

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"the poor man and the rich man are equally unhappy" - unknown

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Yeah it depends but wealth and happiness certainly aren't mutually exclusive. I'm just going through a rough time in my life. Perhaps it's a transitional period for me but I tend to lean towards things improving.

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that wasn't quite what i was getting at the point was everyone has something the other person desires but when they achieve it it's not the thing that bring fulfillment they thought it would be everyone has their issues and their issues are different from everyone elses no matter how similar

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Ah yes I see what you're saying now. It's more relevant in that context.

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Fred The Boy Blue

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i feel you dude! you are a deep interesting person i like your style!

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Thank you.

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