i wish i could just feel at home anywhere. but i dont. i dont belong and thats okay. someday ill find where i belong. i wouldnt mind. it could be the firey pits of hell and i still wouldnt care. at the end of the day we were all created for no reason, so i might as well try to make a reason for my existence. i want to help others achieve their goal. i want to help others in need. but to do that, i need to help myself. and thats the hardest thing to do in life for me. especially when you yourself dont have anyone to help you. i will try hard enough. and once i find myself, i will help you all find yourself too. i am always going to help you. you are my light.
i feel pain. *vent*