mas preguntas

1. given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

my best friend! dunno where we'd go but she'd probably end up getting sushi.

2. would you like to be famous? in what way?

part of me wants to be remembered as somebody who contributed something great to our society, but the other part of me despises all attention and would hate to be well-known lol.

3. before making a phone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say?

if it was work related i would probably prepare some lines in case i got nervous or something. when it comes to my friends i dont care at all.

4. what would constitute a "perfect" day for you?

wake up at a reasonable hour, get dressed in a cute fit, hang out with bestie for a majority of the day, blast music/eat good food/laugh/throw her ferrets around, go home, hang out with mi familia, board games/movies/cards, and go to bed feeling fulfilled and happy.

5. when did you last sing to yourself? to someone else?

i always sing to myself, even if i am absolute ass. i probably sang something atrociously to my friends in vc last night.

6. if you were able to live to 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30 year old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you pick?

probably my body. i dont like the thought of losing mobility to the point where someone else would have to wipe my ass for me.

7. do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?

when i was younger i was straight up convinced that i was going to be murdered before 16. i am now 18. i still believe i am going to be murdered.

8. for what in your life do you feel most grateful?

my mom. she's a very strong woman and i marvel at how she manages to handle all that she does.

9. if you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

probably nothing? it all led to me being the person i am today n' i like myself - so.

10. if you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality, what would it be?

I WANT TO READ MINDS. it's lowkey evil and fucked up but it would be so cool. 

11. if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future, or anything else, what would you want to know?

i don't think i would want to know anything, i think the fun part about life is having to figure it out yourself.

12. is there something that you've dreamed about doing for a long time? why haven't you done it yet?

i wanna be a polyglot. i havent done it yet because when i lost my 130 day duolingo streak on christmas i literally cried about it and didnt have the strength to face that green owl for three months afterwards. im only just now starting back up again.

13. what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

getting through middle school. if you had a happy/normal life in middle school you are the luckiest person on earth.

14. what do you value most in a friendship?

i value trust the most (i think most people do....). it's cool to have a friendship where you guys know you can rely on one another no matter what.

15. what is your most treasured memory?

i have a lot of okay memories, but i don't know if i have a TREASURED one. i might come back to this if i remember something.....

16. what is your most terrible memory?

something something 8th grade something something

17. if you knew in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are living? why?

i wouldnt give a fuck anymore. im eating whatever i want, dressing however i want, saying whatever i want, trying to better the bonds between me and my close ones before i go, it'll be a swag year before i die.

18. what does friendship mean to you?

i got your back n' you got mine.

19. what roles do love and affection play in your life?

mostly support? i used to rely on them a lot more until recently, but when im going through something bad love/affection help pick me up.

20. complete this sentence: "i wish i had someone with whom i could share..."

the best moments of my life with

21. share an embarrassing story.

okay. middle school. i was crushing on this guy named alex, he was really smart and out-going and i think most girls liked him. i decided to shoot my shot by writing his name on a piece of paper in red pen. i put a bunch of hearts around it and made my friend give it to him saying it was from a secret admirer (so smooth, i know). i had a class with him afterwards, and he spent the first part of the period going around and asking people if they had a red pen. i was absolutely mortified and when he came to ask me i said no. eventually one of his stupid friends SNITCHED and told him it was me when i was right in front of him. he just looked at me and didnt say anything so i just avoided him for the rest of my middle school and high school career. HUMILIATING. he tried to talk to me in high school once but i was so fucking awkward that i kept avoiding him.

22. when did you last cry in front of another person? by yourself?

i HATE crying in front of people it's so awko-taco. idk probably a few weeks ago?

23. what, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?

r**e jokes n' stuff along those lines.

24. if you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone?

im pretty open about stuff with people, i usually make sure i tell them how i feel about them on a regular basis. i would probably regret not giving my pups a few more pats before i die.

25. your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. after saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save any one item. what would it be? why?

MY PC for no other reason than my mom bought it for me and it was expensive as fuck and the guilt would absolutely devour me if i left it behind to burn.