tired mornings alone in the house

Every night I go to sleep with the intention of waking up a few hours before I go to work at 11 p.m. I never do, I always end up waking up 15 minutes before I'm supposed to be clocking in. I work from home. So I have the privilege of doing that. But by waking up so close to the time I'm supposed to be clocking in, it doesn't leave me with any time in the morning to smoke, drink any water, wash my face. It makes me feel like my entire day is just dedicated to working. And then I stay here until 7:30 at night and I have no time at night to do anything, because everything in my town closes at 8 pm. So by the time I'm getting off everything is closing. My only free time is at night, and it makes me stay up until like 4 in the morning so that I can have some time by myself and to do the things that I want to do. I can smoke, listen to music, play video games with my friends. During the day, I don't have any time for myself. But it's messed up because I don't get any sunlight and I never outside. I guess I live in Florida, so I wouldn't be going outside much anyways, but not having the option to makes me want to haha. Anyways, I'm just here to say I hate capitalism, I hate working, I don't think human beings were born and bred to work, and I don't think that it's strange or makes you a lazy or bad person to not want to work all the time. If I could never work another day in my life I wouldn't.


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