im sad

ok so im pretty sure i lost all my friends yesterday lol and ive been up all night crying idk im just rlly sad and i feel like ive fucked up everything :( and im upset about losing some1 who i didnt rly like romantically but idk we had a thing and i just rly liked talking to them every day n i feel like shit i cant stop crying 4 some reason. also i have covid so at least i have a reason to miss school although i wasnt gonna go in 4 a few days anyway