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Have a seat this ones lengthy. So i know a lot of you follow me here also on Insta xxsalemswitchbladexx (ill get into that name change later). Well if you've been folowing me since October you know i started modelling under a page xtoxicfeaturesx formerly xfeaturedalternativesx around that time. And became a model for that IG page the in late december. While i appreciate the former co admin taking me on, a lot came out about the head admin whose name wont be named. On the night of July 9th 2021 the head admin needed a mental break for her alleged "mental health issues". Theres air quotes there because since.may shes taken like 30 breaks. But there never actual breaks she just walked away from the page off n on. Well July 9th she said she really needed a break amd she was burnt out, so she accepted when the co admin (the unproblematic one) offered to take over the page until she recuperated. This instantly got flipped on the co admin who up to now and still thus far has not done anything against the H.A. During this drama things got....heated up quite a bit. A lot came out against the admin. Among the list was the following:
☼︎ evidence that she played favorites and would ignore or "forget" to post certain models if they had small followings
☼︎ allegations of grooming and pedophilia
☼︎suic**e baiting her s/o
☼︎gaslighting her s/o
Now idk for sure that any of this happened but i can say that i have seen evidence of her mistreatment of certain models and goijg as far as to silence me by saying "youre only here cuz i pushed you through the contest, you should have lost". Ive been a vic of Gaslighting and ive seen suicide baiting in action against ppl im close with. I dont know if the grooming happened but ik for sure that she suicide baited ppl, played faves with models, and gaslit ppl. When i confronted her she claimed it was all lies, when i abandoned the page she continued to harass me after id told her i was done with her and the page and to leave me alone. ⚠️DO NOT! I REPEAT DO NOT SEND HATE TO THE PAGE OR ADMIN JUST BLOCK N MOVE ON WE DONT WANT TO STOOP TO HER LEVEL. YOU GUYS ARE BETTER THAN THAT PLEASE SHOW ME U ARE⚠️
As for my name change that is part of it, i associate my name with that era of my time in the emo scene and it was overall and ugly period. The stress caused by that page, and how the H.A. misruns it, was a lot to deal with on top of school and job hunting and moving houses. I had reservations of the HA and these allegations broke the camels back. So the XxNikkiNeurosisxX era (7/14/20 - 7/17/21) is dead. Im rebranding as XxSalemSwitchbladexX now. Im also under new model pages eith the ex Co Owner of xtoxicfeaturesx, the one who outed the Head Admin. Another reason Im renaming is because i have done some searching and expirementing on a small scale with friends close to me, and i realized that, I dont have a set of pronouns i prefer. I am still experenting so this may be too early to call, but if thats true i dont want Nikki Neurosis to be my moniker for that reason as well, Salem feels more unisex and more comfortable even if only as a means of ending all ties to xtoxicfeaturesx. So there it is. Im possibly "any pronouns", the old page i was with is shitty, and yall should go follow @bats.n.potions @crimsonfeatures and @altdollsfeatures_ these pages are run by former Toxic Features' models, who walked out with me on the 10th.
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