When you wash your hands, do you use the cold or hot tap (faucet)?
Hot water, why would I torture myself using cold
If you had to be straight/gay for a day (whichever you’re currently
not!), what celebrity would you most like to take on a date?
What would an asexual say to this?? I guess I would be gay?? But idk who I would want if I was gay, I don’t even know who I want now as a straight woman.
What is the biggest injury you’ve ever sustained and how did you do it?
I drink a lot of milk as a child, so my bones are strong. I rarely get injured
What is the most unusual food you've ever eaten?
I have an eating disorder so all the foods are unusual. It’s so weird
What is the most unique animal you’ve ever touched?
A tiny frog
What’s the most expensive gift you’ve ever bought for someone? How much did it cost and who was it for?
The only time I bought a really big gift for someone was in Elementary school and it was for a mentor I had. I think I bought her a bunch of bath and body works or Victoria Secret lotions, but I don’t remember how much it cost me. It was probably $50 which isn’t a lot, but it is for a child who saved up.
Which 3 countries would you LEAST like to live in and why?
Middle eastern countries, anywhere were women aren’t treated as equals and are forced to cover up or it’s acceptable for them to get beaten
If you could make just ONE change to this world, what would it be and why?
I would get rid of religion, I think it’s very toxic and it forces and scared ppl to believe in things that aren’t true and hasn’t been proven. It’s like gaslighting on a massive scale
If you could wake up tomorrow and be fluent in 3 additional languages, which would you choose?
Japanese, Russian and Korean. I would make music in those 3 languages and I could finally watch anime without subtitles
Which would you rather out of these 3 options? A: Be
good looking and extremely intelligent but so poor you live on the
streets. B: Be extremely intelligent and a millionaire but what society
classes as ugly. Or C: Be good looking and a millionaire but extremely
academically challenged? Why?
- Probably C, because I know a lot of ppl who are book smart but stupid at actual life and is poor. Slaving away at a 9-5. Being book smart is just being good at memorizing things. Actual intelligence is measured by other means. Most ppl get educated for money. So if you have the money, then no point in the education. The way you look gets you a lot of privilege and benefits without having to even do anything. Money and looks isn’t everything, but it would help a lot.
What are the top 10 movies to make you cry? (Or at least make you sad!)
Beaches
27 dresses because I hated the guy she ended up with
I love you Beth Cooper
You again
The clique
Idk the rest, it’s been a minute
What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had? Describe it in detail.
When I was a kid I had a nightmare that a vampire was chasing me and it almost got my grandma before I woke up from shock. It’s one of the first nightmares I remember having. That same dream would eventually taunt me for most of my life until last year when I started working on my mental health and I finally killed the vampire and the things that kept chasing me. I haven’t had those dreams since and it’s been over a year ago.
Would you rather raise 25 children or have the chance of ever having children taken away? Why?
I would never want to raise 25 children. My grandma had 12 and her life was very hard and those children became awful adults due to trauma and no love
Would you rather go on a relaxing beach type holiday to the Caribbean, a
cultural holiday to Japan or an adventure packed holiday to South
Africa?
- I was going to say Caribbean, but I live in L.A. and I can go to the beach any time. I think I would regret choosing Caribbean and so I’d go to Japan and do something I NEVER DONE before!! That would be fun and exciting
If you went to a desert island for just 6 months but could only take one album with you, what would you take?
No doubt album probably. Album is so old school, I would rather take my Hollister playlist on spotify. It’s all the songs I liked when I worked at Hollister years ago
Put these in order of your favourite movie genre to least:Horror, action,
thriller, adventure, superhero, romance, drama, comedy, musical and
dance?
Adventure
Comedy
Romance
Action
Drama
Superhero
Thriller
Horror
Musical
??? I think that’s what I like, honestly idk. I like con artist movies and anime and that’s pretty much it.
If you had to lose one of the 5 senses, which would you choose and why?
smell for sure, because I hate stinky things more than I love smelling things that smell good
What have been the top 3 most brilliant days of this year? Describe them in as much or as little detail as you like.
I paid off my car and all the bills for the year (excluding my rent, I paid early though)
I bought my video editing laptop and video editing camera so I can start recording my next music video myself!! Which I am excited about
I met a guy I really like and he’s very friendly
What do you believe we as human beings take most for granted in this world?
Our power to create and how amazing we are. Instead ppl create fake gods and religion and belittle themselves and their amazingness. Then wonder why they hate themselves and everyone else. You’re so incredibly powerful and limitless. It’s a shame
How many concerts have you been to in your life and which was your
favourite? If you’ve not been to one, who would you most like to see?
- Shockingly I have not been to a lot. I think only 4 total and 2 weren’t even mainstream or famous. They were Gogo concerts which is only popular in D.C. My favorite concert was The Big Time Rush concert that Michelle Obama threw in D.C. for free. I got to see them for free and got to meet the whole cast of Nickelodeon and at that time Ariana Grande was still on Victorious, so she casually walked right passed me and my family.
Do you have any regrets?
Not anymore. I did a lot of inner work for two years and I feel I finally moved on pass that. I’m very happy with my life right now
Do you have a deep, dark secret?
No. I don’t have any secrets, I’ve told at least someone even if it was only a therapist.
Have you ever hurt someone?
Yeah, on purpose too. It’s impossible to live on this earth and not have done it
Have you ever self-harmed?
Yes, a lot when I was a teen. I’m better now
How would you like to be remembered?
As a famous singer, dancer and actress and someone who had a beautiful, happy, long marriage and raised amazing ppl
Who are the three most important people in your life?
Me myself and I. My grandma is also very important to me
Was there one event that changed your life and the way you think?
When my house caught on fire and we lost everything it really changed me dramatically. I became a completely different person and I wish I had gotten mental help during that time, but I was so incredibly young that I didn’t know I needed it.
Would you sacrifice everything for love?
In the past I would have. Not anymore. Love comes to me easily and effortlessly. Sacrificing doesn’t guarantee someone would love you and honestly it’s not necessary I know from experience.
Have you ever been abused?
Yes, a lot in my childhood. Physically, mentally and emotionally by a few ppl in my family. It was really bad for a long time, but I got out of it and I’m finally okay.
Have you ever been in love?
Not really, no. I’ve liked a guy a lot though
Are you happy with who you are?
I’m happy with my life choices and decision that got me to where I am today. I don’t necessary feel like I am the best version of myself, I def feel like there’s more to me that I haven’t explored or let out. But I do like how amazingly strong I am and how I got myself to where I am now. It’s incredible
Would you ever give up your life to save someone else’s?
Nope. When I went through hell on earth as a kid, everyone ignored me and I had no help. I was tortured for so long and was alone for many years. The only person who saved me was myself and so I’d never risk anything for anyone else. That person would of had to do so much for me for me to feel like I would sacrifice.
Have you changed at all in the last year?
I’ve changed drastically. Mentally and physically too. My body even looks different
Would you ever settle for someone you didn’t feel was “the one”?
Never. I’ve never had a problem being single, I’m also very independent, so I would never settle for anyone.
Is there someone you can tell everything to without fear of judgment?
Nope.
Are you pursuing your dreams?
Yes, I am always working on my dreams. I just did a commercial the other day and I’ve been saving up money for my camera equipment for my music videos
Do actions speak louder than words?
Both are important. I know someone who would do everything for you, but they are cussing you out and belittling you throughout the entire time. I also know ppl who are very kind, but all talk and a disappointment all the time because they never follow through.
Is there something you would never do?
I’ll try anything once as long as it’s something that I wanted to do and felt it was right
What makes you uncomfortable?
Convo about politics and problems in the world. I don’t like talking about that stuff, especially if I’m not about to do something about it. I also don’t like dirty places or messy ppl.
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