there is a certain something i'm searing for

there is definitely a kind of look, appearance, personality that i'm looking to find ,

or to identify as or something

but it's always so hard to be like that all the time.. i just want to shed the shell and go back home and be different .

what i'm looking for is so completely indescribable but so obvious when i see it i see it all the time especially on here cause it's like all about that time. the 2000s. you know what i mean

it's not something i, or anyone can impersonate , because then it's like wearing the skin of the monster you just killed

you have to experience it . you have to cultivate it. you have to grow it from the ground up with your own experiences. that's the only way. and you can live it.

so now i have looking for experiences, real things where you feel it so much that it rearranges the motivations of your insides.

and we'll see you tomorrow

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