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Ultimate abt me survey!!! (547 questions) made by Yure

ultimate about me survey

made by yure

Btw guys I didn't check this for (spelling) mistakes bc I'm not rereading all that so just deal with it

what time is it? -

basic

name - Milo
second name - Mike
nickname(s) - don't have any except for the short version of my deadname
name spelled backwards - Olim/Ekim
age - 17
gender - boy (boyflux)
height - 1.60 m/5'3
eye color - green
hair color - natural: dark/dirty blonde. But it's dyed black
fav photo of yourself - all the pics I take at comic con
nationality - Dutch (The Netherlands) (but I'm half Russian)
country you live in - The Netherlands
where do you wanna live - idk, somewhere in a forest, don't rlly care abt the country
dream country to visit - Russia (already been there many times, I just miss it), England, and Japan
fav country besides your own - Germany
countries youve been to - Greece, Italy, Germany, France, Belgium, Turkey, Austria
native language - Dutch and Russian
second language - English (learning German and French, want to learn Japanese)
state/voievodship/province - Zuid-Holland
bday - April 9th (same as Gerard Way!!!) 2009
what day were you born on - you mean what day of the week? idk man
zodiac sing - Aries
political stance - progressive leftist (socialist)
where do you see yourself in 5 years - hopefully studying medical stuff or English literature in university if I can handle it.. and living at my parents' house
where do you see yourself in 10 years - hopefully living by myself in a forest
dream job - something with English literature or mortician. And youtuber
your fav thing about yourself - the way I used to be an asshole and changed the way I acted towards others so my friends wouldn't keep leaving me. Also my hair. And the fact that I'm lowk special (not necessarily in a good way)
worst fear/phobia - the end of the world for some reason.. it's been in my nightmares my entire life TT also spiders, pain (even tho I sh) and never finding joy again when I'm in a depressive episode
wierdest fear/phobia - nothing rlly idk
pets - none
what are your pets - (I used to have 2 hamsters and 13 fish tho)
fav thing about yourself - see 27.
are you emplyed - UNEMPLOYED FINAL BOSS
whats your job - JOBLESS HAHA (I'm 17 and I've never had a job.. am I cooked?)
what language do you think in - English for most stuff, Dutch for school, and sometimes Russian for very specific things that I only know in Russian such as MLP characters or words that don't exist in Dutch and English
what grade are you in (school) - 4th of secondary school but Dutch school system (I should be in 5th but I had to stay behind last year)
your mbti - intp/intj
your birth stone - no idea

music

favorite music artist - Finn Wolfhard
favorite band - My Chemical Romance
fav local band - idk any
favorite album - not gonna choose bro
favorite mini album - idk man
favorite feat - Kellin Quinn in King for a Day
favorite cover - Under Pressure by MCR and The Used (og by Queen and David Bowie ofc)
favorite album, song ect. cover - idkkk
fav sample - idk, I generally don't rlly like sampling
favorite music genre - post-hardcore, emo, screamo, crunkcore, pop-punk, alternative rock, metalcore, post-punk, dark wave, synthpop, trance. My favourite "types" of music (for lack of a better word for broader categories): emo, scene, vkei, metal, goth, theatrical music, nightcore, electronic music, Vocaloid
favorite song - if I HAVE to pick only one it's You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison by MCR
fav ep - probs The Mad Gear and Missile Kid by MCR
second favorite song - I think Our Lady of Sorrows by MCR
third favorite song - probs King for a Day by PTV
worst song youve ever heard - multiple songs by BOTDF
cd's owned - (not gonna name every album) MCR, SWS, Finn Wolfhard, PTV, FOB, Green Day, Paramore, Blink 182, Black Veil Brides, Conan Gray, The Cure, Queen, Nirvana, McCafferty, David Bowie, ABBA
vinyls owned - Selfish Machines by PTV and A Flair For The Dramatic by PTV
albums owned - see the above
music streaming app - Spotify
cd or vinyl - CD
mp3 player or streaming music from phone - phone bc I don't have an mp3 player
ringtone - my ringtone is always turned off so idek
worst music genre - idk, I've heard bad and good music in pretty much any genre I've ever heard
do you listen to songs in your native language - in Dutch: hell nahhh. In Russian: yeah but mostly specific songs for nostalgia value or some other specific genre like post-punk
do you listen to songs in languages you dont know - yup, mostly Japanese but sometimes German or French as well
what song could you sing right now without messing up any of the lyrics - You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison by MCR
best song lyrics/quote - "Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying" by MCR in Our Lady of Sorrows
do you think you have a good music taste - yahhh
do you listen to white girl pop - like 2 songs per month for nostalgia value :)
king/queen of music - Gerard Way (not objectively, he's just very important to me)
have you ever made music - nope
can you sing - idk, my mum says I have a good voice but irdk bc I don't rlly believe her TT
can you play any instrument - no
fav song from a musical - don't know, probs Let It Go bc of the nostalgia TT
singer with the best voice - David Bowie, Freddie Mercury, Vic Fuentes, Kellin Quinn, Gerard Way
your bias (if you listen to kpop) - I used to be in kpop fandoms for a short while in 2022 but I didn't have a bias
concerts of who have you been to - Pierce The Veil (Spetember 2025) and Black Veil Brides (June 2026)
how many concerts have you been to - 2
dream concert to go to - My Chemical Romance
do you listen to youtuber music - only Johnnie Guilbert like once every 2 months if that's what you mean?
fav music video - probs Na Na Na by MCR, King for a Day by PTV and Knives and Pens by BVB
song that you didint like but like now - any Brokencyde song
song you like but dont anymore - nothing rlly
your last spotify wrapped top 5 artists - 1. My Chemical Romance 2. Pierce The Veil 3. Fall Out Boy 4. Sleeping With Sirens 5. McCafferty
your last spotify wrapped top 5 songs - 1. Mr. Brightside - The Killers 2. Thank You for the Venom - My Chemical Romance 3. Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance 4. Our Lady of Sorrows - My Chemical Romance 5. Headfirst for Halos - My Chemical Romance
what was the last song you listened to - some random trance song on youtube from 2010
do you listen to other ppl playlists - yeah, mostly on youtube tho
do you make playlists - yup, on Spotify
have you ever had a playlist about someone - nope
someone you started listening to something because of and what was it - a few Tally Hall songs bc of my old crush (the crush that made me realise I was queer)
guility pleasure artist/song - lowk Brokencyde and Toy-Box, not guilty, it's just that I wouldn't show it to most ppl bc of the lyrics TT
what song is stuck in your head - 5 different song per day bro TT
do you sing when you listen to music - only when listening to a cd
do you sing in the shower - no

hobby

hobby - reading (literature and manga), watching tv (anime, live action, western cartoons), listening to music, crocheting, writing (fiction (abt my hyperfixations and special interests) and non-fiction), cosplaying, drawing, engaging in my hyperfixations and special interest in any way possible
favorite thing about it - stimulating my brain, being alone, distracting myself from eternal boredom without having to mask/interact with ppl/spend energy on them
dream hobby - fursuiting
most expensive hobby - cosplay (and in the future when I get enough money fursuiting)
do you collect anything - everything is a collection for me, I'm like a dragon, I hoard EVERYTHING.
what do you collect - Books, manga, cd's, dvd's, plushies, merch, taxidermy, EVERYTHING
do you do sports - horseriding, once a week, on Friday evening
fav sport - horseriding and figure skating
fav skill you have - idk man
can you draw - yup

friends

how many ppl do you consider friends - irl: 7. Online: idrk, currently talking to one person, but I have several moots on tiktok and also spacehey friends
bestfriend - not gonna say her name (let's call her D) but I've known her since I was 2 y/o and I love her <3
second bestfriend - L, a friend that I've known since 5 y/o
friend you had the longest - D (see 2)
most recent friend - irl: M, a guy from my school. Online: Phoenix, the friend that I'm currently talking to
oldest friend - K, a girl from my class (I'm still older hehehe)
youngest friend - irl: J, she is L's younger sister
favorite family member - 1. my parents 2. my third uncle R (there's 4 uncles in total)
most similiar friend to you - E (both autistic adhd therian furry cosplayer gaybian trans guys)
best girl friend - D
best guy friend - E or P (I love both of them equally and I met them on the same day)
school friends - P, E, K, M
online friends - Phoenix
irl friends - D, L, J, P, E, K, M
top 8 spacehey friends - idk man
amount of spacehey friends - no idea and I'm too lazy to check
more online or irl friends - depends on whether online friends means moots or actively talking
ride or die - idk man
friends fav sibling - my old bsf's younger sister
call the most - I literally never call
talk to the most - probs D or P (out of my friends, bc if my parents would count then them)
live closest - D (we're literally neighbours)
life farthest - Phoenix (Australia)
trust the most - kinda depends on what we're talking abt. Queerness, therianthropy and furry stuff: E. Fandom stuff: P and E. Childhood stuff: D. Neurodivergent stuff: E and L.
smartest - P
silliest - P and E
prettiest - D and E
kindest - L
best music taste - E (he's a punk metalhead)
tallest - L or K, not sure bc I've never seen them next to each other
shortest - me TT but out of my friends I think M
best dressed - E (and me hehe)
closest friend - D
richest - no idea
biggest yapper - E, P, me and L (we have that auDHD yap)
idol/authority - I really look up to E but D is more like a mother figure for me, I call her mama as a joke :)
most popular (either online or irl) - probs D bc she's my only normal neurotypical friend lmao
someone you wanna be friends with - my crush, he's from a different class but we're in the same PE class :3
last person you hanged out with - P and K at school today, outside of school L at comic con on June 21st
last person you saw - my parents? don't understand the question
copy your last text to someone here - "The Cure mentioned ig"
copy the last text you got here - "There’s anomalies and whatnot and you need to cure patients"
childhood friend - D
ex friends - E (a different one), I, J (diff one) and L (diff one) and a lot more but these are my old bsf's
thing youd accept if your friend did but cut someone new off because of - literally anything bad. I've NEVER left my friends, they're always the ones to leave me, bc I get too attatched to them, one of my old friends literally tried to kill me and I still loved him
person you miss - E (ex bsf)
friend you know wont judge you - P and E
last sleepover you had - with D like 2 months ago

love life

partner - never been in a relationship
online or irl - none lmao
crush - a guy from the other class (he's so cute and at first I thought he hated me but I'm starting to think that was just his default face bc from our recent (very short) interactions I feel like he might like me(???)
do they know you like them - nope, at least I don't think so, idk if I'm good at hiding it actually.. I used to think I was but then my old friends could always tell so idk.. I'm scared
do they like you back - IDK MAN I HOPE SO?! TT
do you wanna get married - no bc marriage is useless
ideal age to get married - never
worst ex - nobody HAH
celebrity crush - Andy biersack
fictional crush - too many but I yumeship with Guren Ichinose from Seraph of the End
actor crush - Finn Wolfhard
have you had your first kiss - noooo :(
with who - nobody :(((
opinion on online dating - for some ppl it works, for others it doesn't, idk for myself bc I've never dated
have you ever did wlw/mlm/wlm shopping - shopping? if you mean actual shopping: I don't really like shopping except sometimes when I go thrifting or buy cd's or manga with my bsf
love language - infodumping, smiling with my autistic smile that apparently looks creepy, hugging (only when I initiate the hug)
dream date - sitting on the bed or couch with the curtains closed with dimmed lighting watching a movie or going shopping for cd's, manga and books or going to comic con or a concert
your type - boys. twinks. As for personality and interests: overlapping/the same interests as me (so like the same/overlapping fandoms and music taste) and a personality that is similar to mine. I hate ppl that are similar to me, but for some reason I'm drawn to them. I can't get closer than friends with someone who doesn't share my shitty traits and that's why all of my closest friendships have always been a little toxic, bc we love and absolutely despise each other at the same time. And yes my current crush has a similar personality to mine (and so did all of my old crushes)
biggest age gap you had - never been in a romantic relationship, but with friendships: 4 years, bc I'm quite childish, so it's easier for me to be friends with ppl younger than me, so I've had several (online and irl) friends who were 13 y/o while I'm 17, and somehow some of them are more mature than me TT
opinion or yumeshipping/selfshipping (if you know what that is) - kewlll, (I'm a sharing yumeshipper with Guren from Seraph of the End), tho non-sharing yumeshippers who attack doubles piss me off (not saying all of them do that!)
biggest red flag - conservatism and right-wing stuff, in general not being open-minded, so anyone who hates on furries is an instant block bc they clearly don't even know wtf they're talking abt
biggest green flag - furries, alterhumans, knowing/using queer microlabels, marauders fans that hate jkr, queer neurodivergent ppl, Byler fans
last person you said "i love you" to - my old bsf, when she left me I told her I loved her and that she could come back to me at any given moment
last person you hugged - my mum
biggest hear me out - fictional character: Angor Rot from Trollhunters and Grimmel from HTTYD. Real life personality traits: a sadomasochist (I am one myself, not in the sexual sense tho, more in a romantic sense), and someone who is a little toxic, but not in the bigoted type of way, I mean in the "can be mean for no reason and doesn't apologise for it" type of way, see 18

have you ever

drank alcohol - no (unless drinking 1 sip of various alcoholic drinks to see what they taste like and coming to the conclusion that they're disgusting counts)
did drugs - no
drank energy drinks - a lot of Monster but never anything else
smoked - no (only breathed in significant amounts of smoke when my grandma was still alive)
been on a plane - yeah, several times to Russia and once to Turkey
been on a train - several times a year, more often when I was younger tho
smoked - see 4
killed a plant - pretty sure every single person ever has done that TT
been on a ship - yeah, the ferry from Harlingen to Terschelling, and some other ships as well but I don't remember those
been abroad - yeah many times
been on the dark weeb - I'm not sure what would be considered the dark web but I'm pretty sure I haven't been there, I've def never been on illegal sites (except anime pirating sites)
used incognito when searching something - no, I've wanted to but I didn't know how to and I was too lazy to look it up and besides it wasn't even that bad
played 7 minutes in heaven - yeah but we were 13 so we weren't playing it seriously so everone just sat in the garage for 7 awkward minutes trying to hold a convo and the rest of us would stand with our ears pressed to the door trying to hear what they were gossiping abt TT
won a presidential election - obvs not TT
been the class president - no thank god
stargazed - yeahhh
made a quiz - I started making one several times but never had the motivation to finish it
got into a fight - never on purpose, but my old bsf tried to kill me by choking me when I was 6 y/o if that counts?
won a fight - I got out alive? I'll take that as a win
got called a good girl/boy - only as a joke by my friends
did a room makeover at 3 am - not at 3 am bc my mum would hear me and go absolutely insane TT but I do impulsively spend hours printing and putting up new posters instead of doing homework every now and then
tried to summon a ghost - no
accidentaly spit at someone - no
had covid - yeah, twice if I remember correctly
broke a bone - nope
commited a crime - nope
been to prison - no
stole something - uhmmm.. candy from the cupboard when I was 5 y/o? TT
borrowed something and havent give it back - yeah. And the other way around as well, my old bsf never returned my Harry Potter 3 book that she borrowed 5 years ago and I hate that bc HP IS ONE OF MY FUCKING SPECIAL INTERESTS
lost somethign valuable (phone, wallet, expensive thing ect.) - not valuable in money but a necklace that I really loved that used to be my grandma's that I got when she died
confesed your love/crush to someone - NEVER
been bullied - for several months when I was 6 y/o by my then bsf + some other classmates and from 14-16 y/o bc my autism started showing more and more and I became alternative and visibly queer and started reading manga/watching anime
cheated on a test - no (I was one of the best students for most of my school career, there was nothing to cheat bro)
dyed your hair - first time (2 yrs ago) partially blue, then one year ago black, then I got red roots for a while and now it's been black for months. I want to get Gerard Way teal roots tho
were sucidal - yesss >O< (I still get suicidal thoughts whenever smth goes wrong bc I'm just that cutesy)
went to a psychologist/therapist - for a year and it didn't do shit bc I'm a highly analytical person so I already know literally EVERY SINGLE THING my therapist tells me. I think abt thinking CONSTANTLY. I didn't even wanna go to therapy to get better bc I knew it wasn't gonna work, I just went there to get an official diagnosis for my autism, adhd and possible bpd, but so far I only have an autism diagnosis, my therapist SAYS I have adhd but keeps forgetting to actually diagnose me and she didn't even look at a possible personality disorder -_-
been to a cat, dog ect. cafe - yes, a cat cafe, twice
wasted money - no, at least not in my opinion (my parents disagree)
got robbed - nope
almost died - when my bsf tried to kill me at 6 y/o
did something just to impress a friend/crush - not smth specific, just my constant behaviour around them is focussed on impressing them in some way
called a random number and someone answered - no
did something against your will - school, homework, go to places I didn't wanna go

reading

do you read - a lot
fav book - my top 6 with 1 being my most favourite: 1. No Longer Human - Osamu Dazai, 2. The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde, 3. Harry Potter - terf bitch (I don't even think it's that good, but at 8 y/o my brain decided that it was gonna be one of my special interests), 4. Lord of the Rings + The Hobbit - J.R.R. Tolkien, 5. Schijnbewegingen - Floortje Zwigtman (for my Dutch gays, this book is amazing!!!), 6. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
fav comic - The Umbrella Academy - Gerard Way (author) and Grabriel Bá (illustrator)
fav manga - 1. Bungo Stray Dogs, 2. Seraph of the End, 3. The Case Study of Vanitas, 4. Black Butler
fav weebtoon - none
fav magazine - none
last thing you read - The Case Study of Vanitas this morning
do you thing ppl who read are better/smarter - not necessarily, but if you make fun of ppl for reading and being "nerds" (reading doesn't instantly make you a nerd, I am a proud nerd tho) you are dumb af. Also I think it's completely fine to read for pure entertainment without attaching any academic/intellectual value to it as long as the book was intended that way, but if someone approaches a book like The Picture of Dorian Gray or The Secret History with a booktok mindset I think it's a disgrace to that piece of art
do you blog - here on spacehey
have you ever written a story/book (outside of school) - I've started on multiple stories (both original ones and fanfics) but I've literally never finished one except for school
do you have a diary - yeah but I barely ever write in it anymore
do you have a journal - no
fav author - Oscar Wilde, J.J.R. Tolkien and Edgar Allan Poe (I would say Osamu Dazai as well but I've only read one of his books so far)
fav ship from a thing you read - Gureshin from Seraph of the End, Ranpoe, Fyolai and Fyozai from Bungo Stray Dogs, Vanoe from The Case Study of Vanitas, Aralas from LOTR, Jegulus, Rosekiller, Wolfstar and Drarry from Harry Potter (/Marauders fandom). These are in no particular order
what you plan to read - Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky, anything by Edgar Allan Poe, The Setting Sun - Osamu Dazai, The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, Maurice - E.M. Forster, Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Moriarty the Patriot, Deathnote, finish LOTR, finally finish All The Young Dudes (Marauders fanfic) after 3 yrs, finish a wattpad book I started reading a year ago
thing you bought but never read - Treasure Island - Robert Louis Stevenson (I'll read it at some point, it's just not on my priority list) and the first 6 Warrior Cats books (I've read the first 3, not sure if I'll ever finish reading those)
biggest kin (kin - character you relate to) from something youve read - Ranpo, Poe, Dazai, Fyodor and Nikolai from Bungo Stray Dogs. Hermione (canon), Remus (fanon) and Regulus (fanon) from Harry Potter/the Marauder fandom. Vanitas from The Case Study of Vanitas. Sebastian from Black Butler. Francis from The Secret History
fav romance trope - bsf's to lovers (slow burn) and from rivals to rivals AND lovers. As you can see literally every single ship I named in 14 fits one of these two (or somehow even both?)
longest thing youve read - as a series: either Harry Potter or Bungo Stray Dogs (depends on whether you look at the amount of pages or how long it takes to read everything). By number of pages for ONE BOOK: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (HP 5)
best book/comic/manga cover - most genius: my copy of The Picture of Dorian Gray (it has peacock feathers on it, and peacock feathers have been used for visual queercoding throughout some of history) and Schijnbewegingen (it also has peacock feathers). Most beautiful: The Case Study of Vanitas volume 1, Seraph of the End volume 1 and 2 and Bungo Stray Dogs Beast volume 4
last thing you read for school - The Secret History - Donna Tartt (but it was already on my list of books I wanted to read)
do you read in other languages than your native - yeah, I mostly read in English. I don't read in Russian bc I'm very slow at reading in Russian. I do read in Dutch but mostly for school. I've also read Harry Potter 1 in German

shows/movies

fav movie - How To Train Your Dragon, As You Are, Dead Poets Society, Girl Interrupted, Call Me By Your Name (NO I don't romanticise their relationship, this movie shows a huge problem within the gay community, that's why it's such a good movie), LOTR trilogy, Pirates of the Carribean (esp the first 2 movies), Star Wars. In no particular order except that HTTYD is one of my special interests and As You Are holds a very special place in my heart
fav show - How To Train Your Dragon, Trollhunters, Hilda, Stranger Things, Bungo Stray Dogs, Seraph of the End, Sherlock (BBC), Dead Boy Detectives, The Umbrella Academy (only season 1 and 2), Wednesday, South Park
fav cartoon - Hilda
top 3 movies/shows - 1. HTTYD, 2. Stranger Things, 3. Trollhunters (with my other fictional special interests (BSD and HP) I prefer the books)
fav animated show - HTTYD
nostalgic show/movie - My Little Pony
worst movie/show you saw - I really don't remember, probs smth when I was little
do you watch anime - yesss
fav anime - Bungo Stray Dogs, Seraph of The End and Sasaki and Miyano
fav anime genre - detective/victorian era/vampires/supernatural stuff/BL but not BL
fav show/movie genre - magic/supernatural stuff/vampires, adventure, detective, mlm romance/angst, fantasy, dark academia (not a genre but still), cyberpunk
fav indie movie/show - As You Are
fav short film - idrk, I like watching short films but I don't rlly have a favourite
movie/show with best music - HTTYD and Star Wars
movie/show with worst music - Young Royals (the show itself was rlly good tho!!!) and most other modern shows (esp those teenage highschool dramas) bc instead of using a composer that makes original music they pics some random popular radio/tiktok song TT
fav movie/show from your country - not sure if I've ever watched an originally Dutch movie or show... My fav Russian one tho are def Masha and the Bear and Fiksiki bc those were the only Russian childhood movies/shows that didn't lowkey or highkey traumatise me (never watch Hedgehog in the fog or wtv the english translation would be)
do you watch horror movies - I like Scream. And I like the characters in IT but not the horror aspect
filmweb (or other movie site) account - none
fav movie/show poster - HTTYD all 3 official posters for the movies and my huge LOTR poster. I also love Stranger Things posters
best dubbing - HTTYD in Dutch and My Little Pony in Russian
worst dubbing - half of the animes out there
fav actor - Finn Wolfhard (he's not even THAT good, there's just smth abt his acting that I find rlly special and I love it)
least liked actor - idk
best looking actor - Finn Wolfhard, Lee Pace as Thranduil (fucking SCREAMING), Orlando Bloom in the 2000's (ESP AS LEGOLAS), Jenna Ortega, Timothée Chalamet in CMBYN, Hayden Christensen (esp as Anakin Skywalker ml (is it concerning that he has been my fav Star Wars character and fictional crush since I was 12?)), Mason Thames
last movie you saw - The Amazing Spiderman
last movie you went to the cinema for - I think Nuremberg
movies/shows you want to see - Moriarty the Patriot, The Case Study of Vanitas, The Picture of Dorian Gray (2009), Pandora Hearts, Brokeback Mountain, Stranger By The Shore and the live action HTTYD 2 when it comes out (I'm so fucking excited bc the first live action was so well done omfg I can't wait, esp with Cate Blanchett as Valka holy shit?!)
fav streaming platform - Netflix and Crunchyroll
dvds owned - Star Wars 1-9, Harry Potter 1-8, HTTYD trilogy, HTTYD Riders of Berk, LOTR trilogy, The Hobbit trilogy, Bungo Stray Dogs season 1-3, The Black Parade Is Dead! (MCR) and a shit ton of childhood stuff, mostly Russian stuff but also stuff like Despicable Me
fav dvd - all of the stuff I put at 29 except the childhood stuff
fav reality show - none
fav sitcom - I only watch them at 3 am at sleepovers with my bsf so I don't have a favourite
fav movie adaptation of a book - HTTYD, LOTR and The Hobbit
movie/show you feel like everyone besides you have saw - anything Marvel, half of the Disney movies and stuff like Mean Girls (for that one I've seen the first movie, but I also mean other similar stuff)
comfort movie/show - HTTYD, Hilda, MLP, Bungo Stray Dogs Wan! and Stranger Things
movie/show you refuse to watch - LOTR: Rings of Power
most fun movie - idk man, maybe Alex Strangelove
have you ever watched a black & white movie - not sure, don't think so, but I want to watch Nosferatu (1922) and Dracula (1931)
fav ship from a movie/show - JOHNLOCK FROM SHERLOCK (BBC). Hiccstrid and Hijack (Hiccup x Jack Frost) from HTTYD. ARALAS from LOTR. BYLER, Steddie, Stonathan, Steve x Jonathan x Eddie and Elmax from Stranger Things. Ranpoe, Fyolai and Fyozai from Bungo Stray Dogs. Gureshin from Seraph of the End
biggest kin (kin - character you relate to) from a moive/show - Toothless and Hiccup from HTTYD. Mike Wheeler from Stranger Things. Sherlock Holmes from Sherlock (BBC). Jack Sparrow from Pirates of the Carribean. Wednesday from Wednesday. Ranpo, Dazai, Poe, Fyodor and Nikolai from Bungo Stray Dogs. Peter Parker from The Amazing Spiderman (I haven't watched any other Spiderman movies YET but I will soon bc I'm very new to the Spiderman (and Marvel in general) universe but I rlly wanna get into it)
do you watch musicals - not rlly except MLP sometimes
fav musical - MLP

spacehey

when did you create your spacehey account - somewhere in March 2025
how old is your account - a year and several months
what's your pfp - me with some pics of some of my kins
how did you find out about spacehey - tiktok I think but I'm not sure
who's your last IM - idk what that is
last blog you read - don't remember
do you like your profile - kinda, it's Byler and I love that, but it doesn't look very pretty
napo or spacehey - idk, I only have a spacehey account
opinion on spacehey - kewl af I love it sm
worst thing on spacehey - millenials who think they own it and we gen z kids should get off spacehey bc they think it was only made for their nostalgia
best thing on spacehey - blogs and customizable profiles
did you make your account before or after invite only update - before
am i your spacehey friend - nope (not in a mean way)
have you ever invited someone to spacehey - nope

misc

can you swim - yeah, I did swimming lessons every week for 5 years
can you sew - a little
fav/most used emoji/kaomoji - (≧▽≦) and >,...,< and the crying emoji
guilty pleasure - emo bxb wattpad stories
fav season - autumn and winter
do you belive in ghosts - not really
what religion are you - ATHEISM
fav swear word - fuck and godverdomme (it's Dutch, similar to goddamnit)
fav swear word in a language you dont speak - хуй in Russian, it means dick (I fully understand Russian, but I don't speak it very well)
moutains or sea - mountains!!!
what makes you happy - my hyperfixations and special interests
what makes you sad - having to do anything that's not related to my special interests or hyperfixations. No I don't want to go to school, I don't want to work when I'm older, I don't want to eat, I don't want to pee
fav color - blueeee
something/someone youre gratefull for - despite how hard it can be, I'm grateful to be autistic and have adhd, I love being different and special, and yes I know that sounds lowk narcissistic but I do have some narcissistic traits (not the disorder, just some of the traits) and I'm not ashamed of it anymore
if you could have one super power what would it be - if it's one specific power: flying. If it can be ANYTHING then magic, like a wizard or sorcerer
would you shit at school - never, up until two yrs ago I didn't even pee at school
do you bite your nails - yuh
fav sanrio character - Kuromi
fav pokemon - none
do you shave - armpits yes, legs no
your spirit animal - idk I'm not rlly a spiritual person, I love crows, ravens and black cats tho (among many other animals) but I feel like that maybe has smth to do with my theriotype being Toothless
wierdest thing you saw - idk, probs a vid of 2 ppl killing themselves by jumping off a flat somewhere in autumn 2024
do you kill or release spiders/bugs to outside- spiders and different types of bugs: mostly release. Flies and mosquitos: kill
do you care about other ppl - I try to make sure other ppl don't get hurt but I don't actually CARE so when they do get hurt idc. I only care when it affects me, so when a friend is ill and can't come to school I care bc I can't talk to them. So I consider myself a bad person at heart who does good things for selfish reasons (keeping my friends and external validation of being a "good and kind" person, tho as a kid I was just a bitch bc I didn't realise ppl were actuallyt gonna leave me)
what app/device you take pictures with - phone and digital camera
best thing youve learned at school - just anything in English class bc it's my favourite subject. Also biology bc I can use it to give ppl scientific explanations abt things like vampires
whats your bedtime - technically 11 pm but I usually go to bed at 11:30-12:00
what do you brag about - I used to brag abt my grades, now I don't rlly brag abt anything anymore unless some specific thing comes up, but I do like to show off my knowledge on my special interests and hyperfixations
best compliment you got - ppl complimenting my hair or at comic con my cosplay
wierdest compliment you got - idk
do women shit - obvs not shitting is a skill issue
2 truths 1 lie - I'm too lazy to come up with anything
do you consider yourself attractive - sometimes I look in the mirror and think "omg I look so boyishly cute and lovely!" and the next day I look in the mirror and think "I look like a girl and I'm so fucking ugly and I hate myself"
biggest insecurity - boobs and ass (get that shit away from me bro)
how many languages are you fluent in - 2 (English and Dutch)
how many countires can you name - idk quite some
how many countires can you point on the map - probs more than the average American
what country do you treat like japan/what country are you a koreaboo of - kinda Russia and Germany bc I just like Germany and I miss Russia
have you ever got barked at - yes, once by a teenage boy and once by A GROWN ASS MAN WITH TATTOOS. And my parents were there too and they were so confused and I had to explain to them that some ppl bark at alternative ppl -_-
do you meow at cats - are you telling me there's ppl that don't do that?!
wierdest skill you have - no idea
thing youre most confident about - my knowledge on my interests
last thing you bought - manga at comic con
do you think you were born in the wrong time - sometimes but sometimes not yk?
what gen are you (z, alpha, milenial ect.) - gen z
biggest headcanon - idk man. Peter Parker is gay
hill youll die on - being cringe is amazing
how many usa states can you name - probs like 6 or smth
most points you got at a test - full score?
are you considered of age in your country - no but almost omg (I do NOT want those responsibilities bro)
are you delusional - abt certain things a litlle yes, I used to be wayyy more delusional tho bc I used to think I'd go to Hogwarts, when I didn't go I started thinking I was a vampire and that there was a ghost watching me and my friend (I'm still paranoid abt monsters or ppl watching me but at least I know that it's paranoia and not an actual existing thing yk)
most emberassing thing you did - a lot of stuff TT
what do you think about when you cant sleep - nothing bc if you're trying to fall asleep you SHOULDN'T THINK and when I'm just not tired enough I read
your biggest secret - I'm queer bitch
what do you smell like - nothing (well sometimes sweat)
pettiest/non problem thing you cried about - too many things bc autistic meltdowns
how long do you wanna live - not past 50
thing that aged bad - me (nah joking (am I?) probs a lot of movies and things celebrities have said but I can't name anything specific)
do you have ocs (original characters) - yesss. My main one is my fursona Nox the dragon, I made him 3 yrs ago :)
did you have a 2020 era - no I was at home hanging out with my best friend, my tiktok fyp was filled with horses so I sadly missed out on the 2020 alt era but I tried to catch up with that a little in 2024 by getting into anime, cosplay, that music and a bit of the fashion
thing you alyways quote - THEY'RE TAKING THE HOBBITS TO ISENGARD. Also a lot of MCR and HTTYD quotes
fav quote - anything said by Gerard Way or Ruffnut or Tuffnut (esp jokes abt Hiccups leg)
fav saying - idk man
do you doomscroll - not rlly, whenever I go on tiktok I'm always there to see edits and cosplays of my interests, not bc I'm bored
fav word in your language - Dutch: godverdomme (goddamnit). Russian: жопа (ass) and жук (bug)
fav word in a diffrent lanuage than your native - German: Heilige Scheiße (holy shit)
your hyperfication - I currently don't rlly have one but I feel like it might be Spiderman soon
biggest ick - the word "ick".. and also any type of dirt/grease/bacteria
wierdest nickname/thing you got called - Justin Bieber (bc of my emo hair)
do you care about ppl in ancient greece - I mean I spent 4 yrs learning their language, myths and history at school... And it was interesting yk, just a bit much in combination with all the other stuff I had to do
what do you consider art - anything made by a human being who was trying to express themselves (tho I personally don't LIKE modern art. Like Mondriaan type of stuff. I prefer renaissence art, fan art and vent art)
do you think tatoos should have a meaning - they don't HAVE to, that's up to you, my dream tattoos do have meaning tho bc I want stuff of my special interests :)
hot take - not having empathy doesn't make you a bad person. (Whether someone is a "good" or "bad" person depends on your own definition. In this explanation I'm using the general definition of what most ppl would agree are good and bad things.) I believe that you can be a bad person at heart (not caring abt others, enjoying their pain, wanting to be a bitch for no reason, etc) and a bad person through actions (hurting ppl, on purpose or bc of mental illness. Accidentally hitting someone with your car bc they jumped out on the road doesn't count, but hitting them bc you weren't paying attention does). You can be a good person at heart and through actions (Fluttershy from MLP), a bad person at heart and through actions (Eric Cartman from South Park), you can be a good person at heart but a bad person through actions (i.e. if you're hurting ppl bc of your mental illness, but you feel bad abt hurting them), but you can also be a bad person at heart but a good person through actions (me for example. I don't care abt others unless it affects me, I experience a perverted* satisfaction from seeing them in pain, especially if I caused that pain. However, at some point I realised that your friends will actually leave you if you behave like an asshole, so I changed my behaviour. Besides, I also care abt fairness, so if I don't want to get hurt I also think others shouldn't get hurt). This all to say that I disagree with ppl who say "you're not a bad person, you only do bad things" bc that implies that everyone is a good person at heart and I disagree with that. *perverted doesn't just mean sexual stuff, look it up bc I don't want to give the full explanation here
fav candle scent - I don't really like scented candles, but if I have to choose it'd be smth mild like some mild vanilla scent or smth
most expensive thing you own - a single thing: probs my laptop, and after that my Tripp pants. Collection: my manga collection, it's worth abt 900-1000 euros atm
do you wish you expierienced myspace - yeah lowk, like I've heard that there was a lot of stuff like slurs and ppl being absolute assholes but on the other hand it's also likeI'm still kinda sad that I never got the real experience of being a scenemo kid in the 2000's yk?
year you miss - 2020, but like in the way that I'm that I missed out on the anime and 2020 alt stuff
what class are you (upper, mid, lower) - middle class
do you have good or bad handwritting - good, it's wayyy better than most ppl my age (esp boys) and even my mum (who is studying to become a math teacher) looked at my tests and said "wow your handwriting is so much better than the unreadable shit I see at school"
are you an introvert or extravert - introvert
your best trait - I'm rlly intelligent and can do almost anything if I get enough time and motivation
your worst trait - I lose motivation if smth doesn't work the moment I sit down to do it
what grade do you get most often - 6/10 or 8/10 (I barely get anything in between for some reason)
do you think youre smart - sadly yes. Too smart for my own good. I was always praised for my intelligence and good grades, so when my grades started dropping bc of my burnout and depression I started feeling like I was losing my identity and like I wasn't worth anything anymore. I'm also a highly analytical person so I already know everything abt my own brain which is why therapy doesn't work for me, I already know everything my therapist tells me TT

games

fav game - I don't play games atm
second fav game - none
do you have a steam account - not yet
pc, mobile or console - pc
what pc/console do you have - idk just some random Lenovo laptop that my parents got me at the start of covid
comfort game - none
game you had the most play time in - probs Wild Horse Island and Adopt Me on Roblox from 2020-2023
game youre best at - none
fav board game - Ludo (mens erger je niet for any Dutch ppl here)
fav (sport) game - idk, I don't like sports that much, I only like SOME individual sports like horseriding, swimming, ice skating etc but nothing else really
last game you played - checkers with my classmate
last gameplay you watched - Needy Streamer Overload
worst game you played - probs some random Roblox game ages ago
fav friendslop/co op - none
game you wanna play but can't afford/your pc/console can't support - none
your most expensive owned game - Mario maker or wtv that was called
fav game on roblox (if you play) - I don't play Roblox anymore but it used to be Adopt Me and Wild Horse Island
game you want to get - Omori, Needy Streamer Overload and The Freak Circus
game you own but never play - Genshin Impact and Zenless Zone Zero

style

do you consider youreself any subculture - yes
what is it - emo and scene (I really like vkei and goth as well, and I listen to the music, but not enough to actually consider myself part of the subculture, and I also don't rlly interact with those subcultures enough)
your comfort outfit/piece of clothing - my baggy Danger Days MCR shirt and my black converse
what did you sleep in last night - my bed?...
dream style - I want my wardrobe to consist of different styles bc I don't want to wear the same style every day. My dream wardrobe would be emo, a bit of scene, a bit of punk (like a battle jacket or smth yk), gothic/victorian/vampire type of stuff, ouji, different substyles of jirai kei and some earth toned stuff (the type of stuff that ppl for some reason associate with therianthropy)
your style - mostly a mix of emo, skater and metalhead atm (so you could call it a baggy version of 2000's emo ig) but I already have some other stuff from the things I named at 5, like a jirai kei hoodie from acdc rag, and some gothic stuff :)
dream clothing piece - black ripped skinny jeans, THOSE 2020 alt demonia boots, jirai kei hoodie and shirt, gothic/victorian dress, pants, blouse and corset, a battle jacket, certain band shirts and some diy ideas that I have
your fav owned clothing piece - MCR Danger Days shirt, jirai kei hoodie, my black baggy pants that I diy'ed with 300 grams of chains, black converse and my choker
do you own any merch clothes - yesss
who do you own merch clothes of - most of my shirts are band merch (MCR, PTV, BVB, Green Day), also some movie merch (Hellfire shirt, R2-D2 shirt, Kylo Ren shirt, LOTR shirt, Nightmare Before Christmas shirt)
do you do makeup - only for special events like comic con and halloween, sometimes for Christmas or sleepovers as well, but never full face, I always just do my eyes and for cosplays I might do lipstick as well
go to makeup style - emo, goth or vkei inspired makeup
fav thing to do durning makeup - idk
person someone mistook you for - nobody
person you get compared to - I've been compared to Ryan Ross and Kellin Quinn by my mum and by ppl on the internet and that's one of my biggest flexes
outfit inspo (meme) - idk what you mean by meme in this context but I think mostly like random 2000's myspace emo and scene kids
your no in fashion - tight skirts, idk they're lowk boring and often kinda ugly imo TT
your yes in fashion - flowy skirts, corsets, baggy shirts (normal shirts are fine as well), band shirts, black ripped skinny jeans, fishnets (on arms and legs), striped arm warmers, studded/spiked belts and cuffs, converse, platform boots, jorts, chain accessories, chokers, ties, those sleeveless shirts you put on top of a (white) blouse/shirt with a tie yk?
do you care about what you wear - yessir
dream tatoos - HTTYD dragons (esp Toothless) and maybe some of the human characters as well, some of my other kins from my other special interests, some kind of MCR tattoo (bc even if it's all a phase and blablabla they still saved my life)
dream piercings - first I wanna get spider bites on the left, then spider bites on the right as well so then they've turned into shark bites and once it's all healed I can choose per day whether I want spider bites, shark bites or snake bites :)
piercings you have - none (I'm gonna cry)

right now

where are you - at home, in my room
what are you doing - writing this
are you listening to anything - yes
what are you listening to - different stuff, trance, ptv, industrial goth
last thing you ate - cheese
what are you wearing - a skate shirt that I cut the neckline from and grey cargo shorts with a chain on them and a choker
how do you feel - fine, a bit tired and I have a headache but otherwise fine, I'm getting crunchyroll tomorrow :)
your mood - I don't feel anything rn
whats the weather - 25 degrees C or smth, sunny
what day of the week is it - Wednesday
are you sitting, standing, levitating or standing - sitting at my desk
did you drink water today (go drink some rn) - yeah I have some right next to me
did you take your meds today - I don't have meds (I have adhd and maybe bpd but I don't feel the need to take meds for anything unless it's absolutely necessary for my physical survival)
did you talk to anyone yet today - yeah, my friends and classmates and school and my mum in the morning
screen time today so far - 2 hrs
what/who are you thinking about - I'm getting crunchyroll tomorrow
did you go to school today - yeah for 3 hrs to get some tests back
last thing you drank - coffee
what color is you shirt - black with a small print
whats infront of you rn - my laptop bc I'm typing this on my laptop
closest thing you can reach for - my water
what temperature is it outside rn - 25 degrees C or smth
who do you miss rn - nobody
last thing you copy pasted - don't remember
last chore you did - clean some shit up in my room
what color are your socks - grey
what time did you wake up - 6:40
hows your day so far - I'm tired
aren't you forgetting something? - I have to study for my oral exam bc it's on Saturday

food

fav food - chana masala (some kind of curry), noodles (idrc what type) and several different types of soup
fav drink - water, tea, coffee and monster
comfort food - pasta with cheese, pizza quattro formaggi and pizza margherita
wierdest thing youve ate - oysters (absolutely disgusting) and mealworms (quite good actually)
worst thing youve ate - oysters
fav snack - dried fruit, Mars (yes I started eating it bc of Remus ok) and Twix
fav fastfood - pizza (is that fast food? idk)
fav candy - licorice (I'm Dutch ok) and chocolate
fav energy drink - Monster!!!
are you a picky eater - nope
can you cook - a little, enough to survive but not very well yk
fav icecream flavor - after eight
sweet, sour or salty - sweet and salty (salted caramel omfg)
do you drink coffee - yessir
fav pizza topping - cheese, cheese, cheese and cheese
fav fruit - pineapple I think
fav vegetable - cucumber
non food thing you ate - grass
non food you want to eat - shiny gemstones

internet

fav meme - idk man, probs some of the LOTR memes I saved on my LOTR pinterest board
worst meme - idk
were you ever internet famous - no
did you ever go viral - not really but I did have 2 vids that got like a 1000 likes and they gained me like 1200 followers on tiktok but they were quadrobics vids and I haven't posted quads in like 2 yrs
longest screen time youve had - in one day? I think 10 hrs or smth
most anoyying thing on the internet - ppl that call anyone a poser (or worse: larper (oh I fucking hate that word)) for doing LITERALLY ANYTHING
fav social media - lowk pinterest bc it has the nicest ppl TT probs bc most utterly lost brainrotted doomscrollers don't go into pinterest comments sections
fav site - spacehey and youtube (and soon crunchyroll as well)
fav app - netflix and pinterest
what's your phone wallper - the opening screen thingy is Ranpo fanart and the home screen thing is Fyodor, Nikolai and Sigma fanart (yes his name is Sigma go cry abt it)
what's your pc wallper - desktop is vampire Gerard Way and Frank Iero fanart, firefox wallpaper is Fyodor, Nikolai and Sigma
fav streamer - nobody
fav youtuber - Zeneia's ASMR, Johnnie Guilbert, Luna Day (she's technically an indie music artist (go listen to her!!!) but her videos are cool and I love my daily dose of Luna shorts vids)
fav celebrity - Gerard Way, Frank Iero, Mikey Way, Ray Toro, Finn Wolfhard
fav voice stim - if we're talking abt actual vocal stims, my only vocal stims that are actual words are "they're taking the hobbits to isengard" and "gerard way", both if which are my favourite vocal stims. The rest of my vocal stims are random sounds that feel nice in my mouth or throat
nichest reference you can think of rn - "HOLY SHIT" and "you're a weretiger, grow some wereballs" (both are Bungo Stray Dogs)
most niche fandom youre in - Hilda and Trollhunters
biggest fandom youre in - Marauders, MCR and LOTR (idk which one is the biggest)
longest reddit story youve watched on tiktok - idk TT
last thing you bought online - manga but like ages ago bc for the past months I've only bought manga in the local manga store and manga and other stuff at comic con
worst thing you saw on the internet - 2 ppl killing themselves by jumping from the balcony of their flat
fav meme number - wdym meme number? you mean stuff like 67 or 21? none then bc I hate that shit TT
opinion on ai brainrots - stupid af
your secret share link - secret share? idk what that even is
your online nickname - not a nickname but my second name is Mike which I don't rlly use irl bc like ppl only use one name yk
celebrity look alike - Ryan Ross and Kellin Quinn according to some ppl apparently?
idol - Gerard Way
do you watch mukbangs - no bc 1. I have much better things to do with my time and 2. I hate seeing ppl eat
do you listen to asmr - yess but I have a very specific taste when it comes to asmr so I only watch 2 creators bc others just annoy me (I watch some Russian guy and Zeneia and I love her vids sm bc she also makes asmr for autistic ppl and ppl with adhd and it's amazing and she doesn't make eye contant and stuff and I love it)
do you watch icebergs - no, the concept interests me but not enough to watch a 40 minute video on it, I only like it when it's abt one of my special interests or hyperfixations and when I see those it's usually a pic on pinterest
ppl you tought were the same person - idk
do you know anyone famous - no but I've been following this one popular BSD editor on tiktok for 2 yrs and they're one of my favourite tiktok creators ever and they recently replied to my comment if that counts :)
do you pirate - only if it's on youtube bc I used to use anime pirating sites but a year ago I got a virus on my laptop so I don't do that anymore
opinion on piracy - idc, esp when it's a rich ass company
do you have a photo with someone famous - kinda, not rlly that famous
who - with Saint Agnes (the band that played before Black Veil Brides at their concert in The Netherlands)
comfort internet person - Zeneia and Johnnie Guilbert (idc if he's a poser or not, he's a kind person)
celebrity crush you dont get - any buff guy with a square face

theyre a ten but...

they say shibal instead of fuck (theyre not korean) - idkk
finds 67 funny - my friend P
expects you to pay for them - I don't rlly go outside that much so idk
has an obssesive parent - me and my bsf D
doesnt want you to have friends of the gender youre attracted to - my bsf's mum abt my bsf (D)
is a hazbin hotel fan - one of my old friends
alyways swears - mememememeeeee
theyre cringy - me and E
says slurs they dont own - none of my friends
has diffrent political views - my old friend who had a crush on me
doesnt clean after themself - heh... I fear that would be me
cannot type for shit - my bsf D
bad grammar - also D
is antisocial - nobody I know, if anything I'm the most antisocial person I know bc I don't have the disorder but I do have some of the traits
is transgender - WDYM BUT?! THAT A 10 AND, THAT'S AN 11 BRO. But yeah me, E, K and M
is much older than you (10+ years) - idkk
is poor - no idea
doesnt speak the same langauge - idk
chews with thier mouth open - that's not "a 10 but.." that's just a 1
is very insecure - idk
watches porn while in a relationship - why would I know who watches porn? Also is that not normal for ppl who watch porn? Like what if your partner doesn't wanna fuck and you do?
isnt conventionally attractive - K
speaks only one language - nobody I know
isnt loyal - all of my old bsf's
has a severe addiction - idk anyone with a severe addiction but sh addiction: me and D
has an anoyying voice - an old classmate
has bad hygiene - quite a lot of my old friends and current friends and classmates bc we're autistic and in special education, what do you expect
alyways complains - K
is very clingy - younger me
would put thier parent over you while youre in a serious & long relationship - idk
has a bestfriend of the gender theyre attracted to - me (I've always had both girl and guy friends)
disrespects waiters at restaurant - my mum a bit
doesnt say sorry, please ect. - me
wont apologize for anything - me
thinks global warming isint real - E's mum

free space

say smth you wanna add

some random info:

1. disorders: professionally diagnosed autism and ADHD and I think I might have BPD as well, I've done a lot of research into it and when I turn 18 I'm gonna try to get an assessment for it

2. autistic special interests: How To Train Your Dragon, Harry Potter (including the Marauders), My Chemical Romance and vampires/gothic stuff which mainly results in me reading and watching Bungo Stray Dogs, The Case Study of Vanitas, Black Butler, Seraph of the End, Moriarty the Patriot and other similar things but I also love things like Dracula, other vampire media, Wednesday, gothic fashion and goth music, wikipedia pages abt things that have smth to do with vampires, etc

what do you think about this survey - fun to do, very long tho, I spent several days typing all this TT
what time is it - 14:44
what would you add - the two questions I put in the free space
did you answer every question - yes except when I didn't know what my answer would be so there I just said stuff like "idk"

end of this survey

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