Update

Tbh it realy feels like i have my routine down(finaly!!)

I realy belive that this only happend bc of my best friend (lets call her Anna) Istg befor Anna i was sooo alone with everything its crazy. I love her so much and im sooo happy me and her are friends!! I dont realy talk to my ex bsf anymore cuz first of all he was a dick and second of all Anna made me realize that real friends shoulnt feel toxic!! I just realy hope she feels the same way ab me lol.

Lately ive been focusing on my studys allot cuz i know i wont ever change my mom. I just realy need to get out and to do that i need to have good grades!! Tbh im so blessed to be able to focus on my studys rn, idk what it was but a few months ago i wasnt able to do so(istg its all bc of Anna i love her so much yall dont get it) Most days i come home from school, study, watch my show, play animal crossing and then i go to sleep. I noticed that i actually enjoy studying i just realy hate school (i have no friends there cuz Anna droped out a year ago) Ive also noticed that im hella addicted to tiktok and i realy realy realy wanna change that(im writing this to motivate me a little lol) I feel like i know everything i need to know to become the best version of myself, its just so hard to do all of that irl:(( Im just taking baby steps rn so wish me luck♡♡