So this is also on my Bulletin but I wanted 2 keep this Incase I'd have 2 explain this again lmao

I'm so srry, but I (STILL) have "Just" by Radiohead stuck in my head some1 helpppppp!!!

Anyways, yeah- I'm supposed 2 be at group therapy on Wednesdays, I have 2 be there by 3:30 n' the thing starts at 4:00 and ends at 5:30.

I hope it's not awkward, I've been to this mental hospital b4, it was 4 PHP (Partial Hospitalization Program) and it was likeee....... Last yr (2025)

I stayed there for like 1-4 weeks, and lookie lookie I'm back again.

I don't understand y my parents js won't gimme a diagnosis atp, it's so clear or obvi smth is messed up in my big head of mines (or ours)....... Also I have this thing (probably Maladaptive Daydreaming) where I made some like Alter Egos, there's Ace, Alex, Alexander, and Elliot (Does that ring a bell?.... It's my user) Ace is genuinely a preferred name of mines but he's also like a piece of my personality?

So let me explain!

Ace is like the sensitive, impulsive, independent (facade) side of me, probably the one that likes ALL the Alt Music (Metal, Rock, etc!!!) Also this might get sad but I've made these Alter egos up to cope with my shit ass personality, oh and Ace is the one I blame for my sh and hypers3xuality (jeez I h8 that word...) This is what I tell all my online friends to usually call me, so it's more of a Persona/Alter ego, they use the same pronouns I do (He/Any non fem pronouns). Oh n' I blame them 4 making every1's life hard.

Alex is the sensitive (again), empathetic, dependent, happy, kind, and crybaby piece of my (our) personality. I blame them for ANY slight social anxiety I have or any OBSESSIVE/JEALOUS/ENVIOUS thoughts I have cuz yeah they're pretty dependent... But they could be distant (maybe?) Also they use He/They

Alexander (Xander) is the distant, non-expressive, emotionless, existential crisis, part of me. They're very lonely and only Alex makes him smile. Not much I can say about him but they're what makes me a introvert, Ace makes me a SOCIAL introvert (Still have Social Anxiety but not w/ ppl I know n' I have this like battery). He uses He/its, I blame them for ruining my relationships/friends or pushing ppl away.

And Lastly, Elliot. Now Elliot is the indecisive/decisive one, they keep every1 in check u know?? But sometimes they fear failure or what other ppl think... But otherwise they try 2 keep it 2gether. I blame them for my insecurities, they use They/Them/Its/It

Yk doing this is probably avoiding problems/blame but it's okay.