I miss my ex so much that I feel so empty.

I miss every part of him. I can’t help missing him, and it makes me so sad not being able to be in his life like we had planned, or even just being stuck in the constant doubt of whether he loves me or not. I feel like I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to have another partner who isn’t him, and if I don’t end up being with him, I don’t want to be involved with absolutely anyone else because of everything I’m suffering. I don’t want to have friends, I don’t want to have a new partner, I don’t want to have pets, I don’t want to have children. Everything always leads back to the same thing, being abandoned and left crying because no one will ever miss me the way. I miss them. I miss my old friends, I miss my pets, I miss my life before everything went to hell, I miss my ex. I’m tired. I’m empty.