November 28th 2025: A very interesting birthday

Today was exciting, i goofed around with my friends and it was very nice.

My mom saw my SH scars and i lied about what happened by just brushing it off and saying i dont remember how i got them.

I watched a show called 2kawaii4comfort and it was great. I specifically really liked Randy because i kinda see myself in him to an extent. He is the type of guy to not wait in a relationship or just be really irrational.

I got gifted a steam gift card, World War Z and the first Scott Pilgrim im reading WWZ first because its longer.

Today my ex unblocked me. For some context when im really depressed and deparate i sometimes go on the internet and look for a partner. It always lasts less then a week mostly cuz im ugly or because i realize that this is a bad idea. The longest relationship lasted a month and it was decent but it was basically 2 mentally ill people trying to love each other but one of them quite literally cant. Im pretty sure they have more problems then me and i really worry about them even if were a horrible couple. Im gonna try to talk to them more but i would be suprised if i got blocked again. I gotta admit i sayed some weird things and i feel horrible for it. After a while its kinda expected. 

Im going to try to make these in order and in little paragraphs. I really just wanna organize this.