river was full of

yesterday i saw a shooting star

i forgot to wish, but that’s ok

one day ill be someone strong and i won’t be someone that has to wish upon a star, or wish for anything because 

i’d already be at peace with everything, what more could i need?

i’m writing a book of things i need to do to guide myself through life

natural pains, growing up, fears, people, i don’t want to get lost on the road ahead

though, as franz kafka said, no man can be logical to the bitter end (sorry, shockwave….)

i value every contradiction but i have to balance it

now is that time i start planning! just what do i change about myself?

                                    I SHOULD.                              

- be sweeter (be more supportive and complimentary, appreciate life around me)

- modesty! : think before i speak(don’t speak of myself too much, don’t be loud)

is that all? i’ll see how it goes. incidentally, my personality shift seems relatively small

today, i will decorate my room, go outside, do my homework, and just have fun