Empty (?)

Sometimes I feel empty, not sad, not angry, not confused, just empty. It's horrible because I know that emptiness isn't a feeling as such, but the lack of one. That doesn't mean that it's any less hurtful. Feeling empty makes you feel dead, like you don't matter, like you are a zero at the left. I'd like to feel to feel anything when I'm like this, even anger and sadness feels better than this, because there at least I can manage to do something about it, but I can't fight the empty inside of me, I can't even force me to get angry, not when I'm so empty that I can't even act as I cared, because I don't even know if I care. 

 There's a hole in my chest that can't be filled, no matter how hard I try. 

 My words will come out aggressive and hard, no matter if I mean no harm

 My lips seem to be sealed, even when I wanna speak. 

 But what can I do if my soul is already gone? Because my body is still here, but most of the days I feel pretty much dead