November 9th 2025: Dissapointing aftertaste

She unblocked me and we had a short conversation that basically was just us explaining stuff to each other I found it crazy how she thought i was confessing which i mean i was trying to start up a conversation for later be in a relationship, but that conversation starter was NOT the confession. Honestly i feel just disappointed because she said that she didn't like me because i confessed to another one of her friends which yea honestly i didn't know what was thinking i didn't think about her friend when i said those things, i goon (which i didn't tell her it was my friend who said that) and because i sent her videos of things that aren't related to her (homestuck videos). She said that she forgives me but we can't stay friends which i can understand I'm decently mature, mature enough not to be a total piece of shit to her or her friends. I'll try to forget about this; I'll try to better myself and fix whatever mentally ruins my relationship. by doing this I'll be able to not be desperate for a relationship, be in a better mental state and focus on things that should be important to me. I will be better. good bye.