Heres everything I wrote on Google docs

Here's everything I've wrote on Google docs 

Childhood 

I feel like we take everything for granted, for example school. For me school is a place where I can be social and hang out with my friends. Last year all I could think about was the fact that I was going to be in 7th grade which only meant five years until I graduate and I've thought that up until now. But now I've realized that next year will be my last year of middle school, then high school and then I'll only have 3-4 years left of school. Yesterday I had a really bad headache and went to the nurse for it. At my school the 7th and 8th graders are in one building and the 5th and 6th are in a different one. The nurses office is on the 5th and 6th. When I was walking back I walked past a classroom and all the kids answered a question at once, it sounded so happy and childish. Then I looked over and saw that there were papers on the wall that they had colored in to say “Happy Halloween”. It made me realize that I won't be able to experience that again. We don't have holiday parties at school anymore and we don't have a playground anymore. I don't think anyone will understand what I would give to go back in time and experience my childhood again. I'm 13 now and I've just realized that I can't go back in time to relieve this. I'll be a legal adult in 5 years, that's not a lot. You only get one chance at life and I feel like we've all been taking it for granted you don't get a redo once it's over it's over. There's so much more to life than going to school, graduating, working then dying but we just don't know that. So keep it while it lasts because before you know it time will slip right through your fingers.

The sun and the moon

The sun is bright and warm while the moon is dark and cold. The moon makes you feel old while the sun makes you feel bold. The stars will gather and humans will just to show how the sun can outshine you. The sun may look nice and bright but the moon will find you if it can outshine the light.

Love

Lovehurts like there's no tomorrow and feels great like there's no today. Love makes your heart race then break and shatter away. And if i had to be honest i still love you to this day, you had my heart in your chest then in your hand you held it there then put it back in my chest again. I don't ever think someone can love me like that again. Could you feel my heart racing could you hear every beat and with every word you spoke I could feel a shiver down to my feet. You had my heart in your chest then in your hand you held it there then put it back in my chest again. And if i had to be honest i dont think anyone could ever hurt me like that again.

Death

Death isn't scary, it's a natural part of life. It can happen just by the twist of a knife. You can freeze in the snow or in the comfort of your own home. While life is bright death is dark, it leaves you feeling like a piece of unfinished art. So bold yet so bland only the painter could understand by looking at the blood that stains their own hands.

Love = pills

Love is like pills, the doctor prescribes them to someone, at first their hesitant and only taking them because they know It'll make them feel better to help ease the pain but as days pass they slowly start to get addicted they start loving the pills and start relying on them to make them feel better, but the next time they go to the doctors office, the doctor tells them they've found a better pill a quicker one, so the person takes them because now they don't care what pills it is they just want the best version they just want the one that can make them feel the best about themselves something that's easier to rely on because it takes less work and they'll keep taking pills until they've tried each one until they have no more pills to try so now they have nothing left to rely on they have to do things for themselves make themselves happy and that's when they realize they want the first pills back but those pills already have someone new someone else to get addicted to them. 

World

There's an invasive territorial species, one that finds joy in hurting others and lacks all empathy, they destroy what was once beautiful and turn it into something ugly, they have standards that can never be reached and will evolve until there's nothing left to evolve to, until there's nothing left to work for until everyone's the same. They were given a world that could have been beautiful yet turned it into something that has no purpose, they try to leave what they were given because they destroyed it and then ask “why have a life if you cant live it” they call amazing stuff scary because there to scared to learn the true beauty of it because they can't handle difference, because they are human.

The rain

I watch as dark clouds fill the sky. Why must it rain all day and all night? As the sound fills my ears my eyes well up with tears. Can this rain please just stop? I let out a sob with every drop. And when the day finally ends. I wonder will it rain again?