hello internet, welcome to me !

hey there, my name is jar and i'm twenty years old. i'm using this blog to make friends, talk about successes and failure (mostly failures) and most importantly document my life. i have an extremely hard issue recalling events in my life cuz my memory is so awful, so hopefully documenting publicly will pressure me to be consistent lol. 

i'm kind of bad at remembering the interests off the top of my head but i love horror, comics, anime, pop culture, niche internet cultures, and music.

i'm a history major from NJ which isn't anything special but i love New Jersey like a parent.

i got a lot of bad mental stuff going on right now and it's affecting my ability to even function, but hopeful this will be a good vessel for me to talk and understand myself.

This is a difficult thing for me to do but i hope you stick around and hopefully enjoy the ride with me, help me feel as if i'm not so alone. i can't guarantee i'll get better but i do guarantee there will be some laughs and feels along the way.

Okay i'm done yapping,

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