I have been playing way too much minecraft so all I think is in blocks. What a life. 

Also, if you are looking for a good song to listen to, I got you by Sonny and Cher is pretty good. No matter how many times I listen to it, it still sounds new every time. Now sure what the ugly man and the at the time goddess put in it. 

The Metaphysical

Tomorrow is Monday, well it already is for me as it is 2am, but here we are. When I astral project, recently, I've been at this point where I am at the verge of separation but some random pain makes me forcefully stop meditating and go to bed. Every time it happens. I know this problem is something I am creating because I crave the sleep, yet it keeps happening. 

There is nothing different I have to do, I just have the mantra of trucking on. Is that the problem?

There is a point of dull excitement which I feel should be amplified due to the awareness of the souls possibilities. Think about all you can do and let it exist. It is hard for the human today to do so within the world of distractions. Let this be your distraction. Let the existence of something beyond this world distract you– until it becomes reality.  

The determination let alone should be enough to succeed in my goal of Astral Projection and Quantum Jumping. Every second is a new lesson learned. 

I know I keep repeating the same actions that I feel are holding me back. So, then, I jsut need to not do them and actually do what I tell my brain to do. Is that so hard? 

Does anyone else have this problem? Falling to the nasty habit holding back your enlightening process?