19 tommorow

i hate birthdays ill type this out so i don't need to hate my birthday as much by tomorrow. 19. That is a ridiculous number for me to be at. 19 years and I have barely anything to show for it I should not compare myself to regular people i cant help it i want to be one. Boring people even some of you on here who are strange and annoying that somehow make friends in the real world you are so fucking lucky. It is mostly a skill issue but my parents job makes me move around every year and I haven't talked to anyone in so long in the real world, maybe since 2020, around that time, and we didn't even become friends lol They showed me eddsworld yaoi and i was trying so hard not to laugh maybe i should have befriended them. Theres probably still a way but how do you even do that. Maybe I can go to prison or something like that idk. Real people are kind of shit but I miss when i did have real friends. in 6th grade. lololololololol

real people are nice but i do prefer online people though so if any of you reading this like what i exhibited for any reason I can give you more just msg me