cringe plateau

i don't use spacehey as my diary. i've got an actual, physical notebook where i write down my real angsty rants about my day-to-day so that random internet people don't come across my weird ramblings against their will. but sometimes when i feel like sharing, i use the blogs on this website to talk about something i don't mind putting out online. this is one of those times.

i've been re-reading some of my blogs from the past few months and, i've gotta say, i don't hate the way they're written. it usually takes me about a month to come back to a piece of writing and start spazzing the fuck out from the second hand embarrassment i get. but this time, i'm actually content with the quality of my low-effort little writing pieces i do while struggling to sleep. i think that might be a bad sign that i'm slowly reaching the peak of my ability and that is unnerving to me. can't believe i'm saying this but i want the cringe back.

anyways happy late halloween blah blah blah whatever i ate a bunch of sweets with my friends and smoked weed who cares