the woman in the white dress

since im bored i will tell you a few more stories. the last entry on my channel was like the pilot episode, so u should tune in and read it. 

anyway- since i remember ive been fascinated by the supernatural, paranomal etc. 

when i was around 12-14 I expereinced one or more things in realation to that. 

but lets start from the beginning. (i will take a shower after this, so idk if thats a good idea writing this now) 

me and my really close friend back then (were not close anymore) LOVED watching, playing and reading about paranormal stuff. 

we were constntly watching horrormovies about like demons and stuff (jinns in my world) and lets say.. i lowkey regret being so much into that type stuff. 

i remember having nightmares and sleep paralysis. but it began first with the nightmares. 

nothing big, luckily just dreams. (mostly)

one day i was home alone. mind you, i was like 13 or younger at that time. i sat on the sofa in the living room. the sofa faced the door and next to the door there was a shelf. since my little brother was still like toddler, his toys were scattered around the place. and the shelf was like were his stuff was in. on top of the shelf there was his helmet. it wasnt a normal helmet for like a bike or smth. it was a play helmet, he could wear and play like construction worker. so it laid like flat on the shelf. i sat directly in fron of the shelf and door and sat with my knees up. and you know on the sofa you scooch down a little bit and its more comfortable. so i couldnt see the shelf nor the door bc of my knees. i felt like the whole time i wasnt alone at home and would always see dark figures walking in the hallway. 

anyway that happened too, but i was used to it, so i ignored it.

until the helmet fell down by itself from on the shelf. and no it wasnt the wind, or else the door wouldve closed by itself too right. and the window wasnt there anyway. 

when i looked up the helmet was on the ground and rolled. 

that was just the minor beginning by things falling by themselves etc. 

though those things happening scared me, i couldnt stop being obsessed with scary stuff. constantly watching stories on youtube and movies w my friend. 

and for my muslims out there, i am positive that whatever was that was a j... bc it wanted to play w my mind and make me scared. 

other stories: 

my sister was showering me back then (i was like 10-11) i couldnt rinse my shampoo so my mum made her do it instead. i was standing in the bathtub while my sister was rinsing my hair. on her right side there was the window. and unter that the windowsill or how u call it. it is pretty wide for us so we put like our brushes in a box and on the windowsill. it was pushed back and a few cm away from falling. it couldve never fall by itself. anyway- on that day it fell. my sister just left me alone and ran. i couldnt since i was in the bathtub. trust issues since then.. 

and another time i was showering by myself and then sat in the bathtub, when i heard someone whisper my name into my ear. i was used to absurd things happen but this time i couldnt ignore it. no, i didnt scream for anyone i just got out of the shower and left the bathroom real quick. (i still somehow believed that it was my mum calling me and only for me it felt like it was whispered into my ear and now that i think about it i mustve been an idiot.)

in those times, like alr said, i had a lot of bad dreams. always about j.. 

one dream traumatized me so hard that everytime i remembered "her" i get teary eyes. she scares me so deeply. i do not remember her face as much and until i watched conjuring 4 i couldnt make up her face anymore. but the one demon like woman in that movie, resembled the woman from my dream alot. so all the memories i tried to bury deep in my head, resurfaced again. 

in my dream i slept on my back (i always or mostly have nightmares once i sleep on my back. can someone explain?) in my dream that woman. she had brownish hair and her face was scarred and distorted. gosh i hate writing this. anyway- she was just ugly. ugly in the worst way possible, or maybe bc i knew that she was evil. 

in my dream she jumped on me like a real jumpscare and sat on my upper half of my body. i could barely breathe. 

if you thought that was the owrst part. sorry.

weeks later my parents and i sat together and they were telling me paranormal stuff that had happened to them. (theyre, especially my dad, obsessed with the paranormal just as i. and so they have their own scary stories)

my father told me that he saw a woman. he was in the balcony of our kitchen and when he finally wanted to sleep, he opened the kitchen door and stood in the hallway. he froze. he told me that he had a lot of encounters, but this one was by far different. he couldnt get scared easily but that was it. i dont know how it ended for him, or how she left. 

but i asked him if the woman had crazy haid and a scarrish ugly face? and a white dress on. 

and he looked at me like i was crazy. and how i knew about it. 

which scared me too. cause now i know that it wasnt just a dream. 

have a few more but i still wanna shower so.. :)

bye xoxo