October Again [10.29.25]

[Vent // skip to next section if you want fun stuff]

This month has been so goddamn long. I love October, fall, Halloween, everything that comes with it but this year's round has been fucking rough. I'm in so many studio classes so big ass projects are due every week with far too little time needed to complete them, and on top of this I had to prep for my first ever sale [which went good!] and help with our campus haunt. These things are fun in small or time-friendly circumstances but this was too much all at once. I've been so stressed all month and have crashed out so many times. I haven't felt like a person. I miss when Octobers were fun. Perks of college, ig. Next sem is gonna be busy too, but no painting this time around. It's the painting that's taking me out. Shit fucking sucks when you're in a time crunch. I've skipped the most classes this year alone than my previous two combined. I just can't take it this month.

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Okay enough bitchin'. I'll talk abt fun stuff now. I got a new set of 8g horseshoes for my ears to help with stretching up to 6g. It's been 3 months but they absolutely would not budge so I'm hoping these will help weigh them some [not enough to thin, just enough to get a lil more stretch]. Is now a good time to mention that I don't oil them much? I need to get into that habit, since the only time I would moisturize would typically be when I'm stretching. I'll get there at some point. Anywho, I really like the way the horseshoes feel and look. Got them mainly bc I liked how they looked on Mike Shinoda fr fr. They're also not terrible to sleep in- I can flip them up and around my ears so I can sleep comfortably. Defo reccomend.

Thinking about changing my profile theme but idk. I really like my Linkin Park layout but I've been super into KoRn lately [which, if you wanna see me cringepost, you should follow my twitter : RadioRot77]. Like, super into KoRn. I've almost surpassed my listens to Linkin Park these past couple months alone. I love both a lot, I may end up making a mashup theme of the two. It's funny, Chester is a gender goal and Jon made me realize I was bi lmao.

Gotta bullshit my way through class now. Hope you have a good Halloween!

-Otis