I miss my dad.

Ig this is kinda like a post dedicated to my dad .

In two weeks it will be the 3 year anniversary of my dad passing . I miss him so much . He was better then my mom . Didn’t give me trauma ever and would actually listen if we said “i dont like loud noises” . Things like that . All in all , he was amazing . The sweetest guy as well . He would say “i have no friends but thats okay . All i need is my children” ☹️ Same with not having a gf . He also would play with the kids on our block . Everyone loved him . He had heart problems and was in the hospital all of summer 2018 or 2017 . Got a paiste maker heart thing . After that , probably 20-22 (so like covid time but it was never covid we always checked) , he would get sick and throw up but never went to the hospital bc he wanted to be here for his kids . After we carved pumpkins in 2022 he finally went to the hospital . It was before Halloween . I remember i told him on the phone “i love you . I miss you” and for some reason i was trying not to cry . I think i knew something was up . Then he eventually died on November 9th . I miss playing games with him . I miss talking to him . I love him a lot .