Flip my baka life.

TW BTW . TALKING ABOUT DOING HARM TO SELF. 

My life Has not been so haha hehe silly yayaya ! Its been sad . ALLLLL this week . no joke . I miss my grandma , i miss my dog , i miss my gf , i miss my dad . I havnt seen my dog in 2 months bc of being in college . Also have no motivation to do anything so ive been inside my dorm all weekend. I really wish i could be happy . i mean i am but only for moments . Man why does life have to fuck me up bro . Like ive been thinking about even harm myself. I havent done it but ive cried to the point i had a panic attack and also started hitting my head . my goodness bro. I thought i was gonna be better and not think like that. I dont wanna think like that amd i realized it soon this time so hopefully school and talk to my amazing friends on discord can distract me . Also youtube as well . As long as im doing something to distract me i will be okay .