Finally happy!! (Coping & medicine journey)

This is so cringe tbh. But I wanna post somewhere where nobody knows me!

 Im FINALLY starting to come out of my awkwardness/ depression. Obviously im still diagnosed bipolar, but im coping so well. I've got friends now that actually care and help during episodes or my bad months. "Bad months" or "downs" refer to my low points. I finally have people I can talk to other than family and not have to worry about disappointing/ worrying them. 

So, im currently on a few meds that have helped a lot for motivation and less downs!! Thats a HUGE achievement for me. It means a lot, especially after losing my boyfriend of two years to a year long deployment. Obviously, he ain't dead. He's coming back, it isnt war related or anything but still. He was my person. Like how dogs and cats have their people. It was SO SO hard having motivation after he left. Now we are 3 months in and I have friends now to talk to! Im no longer super lonely and isolated. Im finally getting pictures and memories! Im so content with life. Thats huge. 

My suicidal tendencies have been very frequent these last few years. Seeing this kind of improvement is exponentially for me!! Im so happy now. Content with life!!! Finally!!! <3