crush(ing my lungs)

so i train with this guy, i think i mentioned him we're classmates, so we share a schedule, and we usually go train tkd afterwards, we go up together, down together, etcetcecetc. 

but he got into varsity and i did not so our schedules have changed 

we're still classmates, but we don't really see each other after class much 

 but i developed this lungcrushing crush on him like whats even worse is what he does whenever we talk to eachother hes so close to my face i could just lean in and also like when im sitting down he leans over my shoulder like our faces are right next to each other 

also by being in sports he changes right in front of me 🤤🤤🤤 ok weirdo asfuck but like fhehehhehahwdjhbehhahhjahhhahahahahah 

then what happened this day was instead of him training in varsity, 

he trained in CLUB. (var - 5-8pm) (club - 3-5pm) since like timemanagement because of exams bro 

after we were going down with a group they were going out at gate 1 he went the other way so i assumed that he would be going to gate 2 i went w him 

then i asked him if he was going to gate 2 he said yes 

isaid wait, because i was actually supposed to go out from gate 1, i was just refilling my tumbler 

he waits for me okay but after GOES TO GATE 1 W ME AND EXITS THERE....? like he got no text at all so ok maybe he changed plans in his head but idc idc ifklmbdnjg he wants mePLEASE OKEAESPLEASE I WANT HIM SO BAD