Attention-seeking?

Honestly, I don't really see myself as an attention-seeker by definition, but judging from how I'd mention rather morbid matters on my personal site (linked in my profile) -- HEY! That line right there sounds like self-advertising, so maybe I'm really a desparate attention-seeker... I mean, every time I post something, for some reason, there's this thought that my post HAS to get some sort of attention. This leads me to obsess over checking up on my NekoWeb, PikiDiary, and SpaceHey every 10 minutes or so. I hope to get out of this habit.

I honestly don't know by now... what's the purpose of writing this... I'm trying to be honest here, O.K.? Like, on my site's blog page I confess to numerous stuff. Just so you know, this SpaceHey blog part is a SUPPLEMENT. It bridges between the deep, dark ramblings of my site and the microblog entries on PikiDiary.

Does that sound like AI slop writing? To me, overly-vivid descriptions sound like AI to me... had Sam Altman not invented ChatGPT, this questioning of mine wouldn't have happened. I don't use em-dashes AT ALL, neither do I use excessive terms regarding the importance of something, but you can tell ChatGPT to change its writing style from its default. I also overuse "honestly" a lot, so I think that's another red flag for suspicions... It doesn't help that chatbots are getting smarter by the day. If I were to write ANYTHING when I get to college or university, my professor will give me a big fat ZERO.

For more of what I'm talking about, check out this Wikipedia article on various signs of AI writing.

(October 20, 2025)