Stupid Trans Life

Left my mama's house because they didn't want me there anymore. I had already come out to my dad anyway. My mom was safe, but I knew they wouldn't like it/ accept it. I think Maslow's hierarchy of needs is true, adding in the trans factor makes it so you need this base factor satisfied. Something almost unsolvable. 
Its like a hurdle right now, and you can never tell when youre gonna get over it. Super emotional right now. Lots of ups and downs. I dont know wainofsmkfakerjniasfewusadniwasumdvckxcblmxclkbmxlkmcbxlckblmxlcmblkxcbmxcblxbbkmmcxklbmkvlxxcvklmxcvm
genuinely have no  clue aabout waht to do. I have college it fuckig sucks. I have freins they are poretty cool. I actually love my friends. But myself I ams so empty and so happy and so sasd soooooo much.