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I've just become my old self again a person who hates themselves to much to actually make friends even on the Internet
Every time I try to make friends I get so stressed I crumble down just please someone talk to me first
Why can no-one talk to first
I just want to fucking hang myself for not being able to make friends myself
I cant get my grades up, I cant do anything in life
Always stressed I did cut myself a few months back
I cant do anything with myself
Most basic shit i cant do
I dont want to be like this
Life is shitty yes but I do try my best to stay positive but I can't
No one likes me enough to actually think of having me as a friend other than my friends I only see on school and practice and we only talk a few times
I am seen as an ideal person by adults while I crumble down at night where I cant do anything other than think of killing myself
The person I dated never really thought of me the same only wanted to try dating me
CAN I JUST DIE ALREADY FOR FUCK SAKE MY STUPID FUCKING SHITTY MIND WANTS ME TO DO IT BUT WONT LET ME I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE
SOMEONE WHO WILL HELP ME
SOMEONE WHO WILL LIKE ME FOR ME NOT SOMEONE THEY SLIGHTLY WANT TO SEE
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Rocco
I know it’s cliche, but get some exercise. If you already do, exercise more. Run, lift, yoga, whatever. Block everything else out and work on your physical self. It’s great stress relief, helps to clear your mind, and can reset your outlook on life. Good luck
I do martial arts just life wants me to fucking kms now
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Ghost
I'm truly sorry for how you feel. And it's really terrible. I understand to some extent.
Unfortunately, it's very difficult to find friends lately. Loneliness drives crazy, but people aren't the only reason to live. Sometimes it's important to find something that brings you some happiness. Over time, you will find a friend. This usually happens unexpectedly and by chance. Don't lose hope,even when it hurts terribly.
I have some but I am a people person who cant make friends at all because of my problems i have hobbies im very focused on just having people I can hang out with doing more stuff than talking to myself most days is killing me especially now I need friends to do more with myself than anything
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Bau
OMG plz dont do any of that!!! It’s normal to think bad of urself but at some point u have to stop. Try working on urself first! And once u r comfortable with ur new version, u would see how making friends will be 100 times easier :3
And yea, I know is kinda hard but it’s literally the best thing u can do. staying where u are rn is just not going to change things!!! Try making those small changes and improve ur life 🫡
I have tried for so long but it wont let me just tired of life mate so tired
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