Do I need to have one goal in my life ?

Well this is new for me using those type of things but I want to share something.

I quite school almost 3 years ago, because I wasn’t feeling good in those type of circumstances. People, teachers, being stuck behind a desk all week bla bla bla.

After that I started working and try to find something better to do abt my passion for art. For months I tried to figure out what was the thing I wanted to do for the rest of my life. Knowing that I love many different things like drawing, writing, photography, making content, gaming, collecting old consoles, camera and cam recorder, nature like collecting bugs and shit. Etc.

And all my tiny life all I ever wanted was ending in a farm with my own peace place and fuck everything else you know ? 

So for now a year I was like “oh I finally found what I want to do! Creating my own brand of clothing !” My mom and I worked hard to make things work and soon I’ll probably be able to finally make it !

But.. it’s been month since I’m thinking. What if I don’t want to do this all my life ? Because if you really think about it, why would I choose only one thing for my entire life ? It’s so restrictive man. And if I choose to do one thing then I will not be able to have time for all the other hobbies I have, people will only saw me for a brand creator and not for just someone loving things, I don’t want to have one label on top of my head…

I feel stuck right now because I don’t want to disappoint my mom, I don’t want to tell to all the people I work with (for the administrative shits if yk yk) that I want to stop. 

This is so ridiculous, life is too much and taking those decisions is hard. Adult life sucks.