My Girlfriend

for nearly 5 years i have grown up with the same person every single day. meeting through discord from flirtatious and playful comments then graduating to actual real feelings. at first i truly didn't know what i was in for but the high that people commonly ride on when first dating guided me all the way. the love for 3 years was rapid and fast yet thrilling for both me and her. talking every single day, calling every single night, and talking about the future together. 

soon life events i won't get into happened causing really rocky roads in the relationship. still being someone truly never seen anyone else in love with another i was completely new to this ordeal. still being new, my heart guided me properly through the hardships of love that you don't envision you and your partner going through. years go pass things will eventually change with your dynamic of the relationship and even the way you show your love through the relationship. problems arose for both of us due to constant growth becoming overwhelming for us. 

but yet you still have to try no matter what. a single person by your side can make a big fundamental difference to your outlook on life. it can change the way you dress and care for your appearance. it can changed how you use words even executing them out of your vocabulary. it can change the way you interact with others as well learning new and improved behaviors. one single being can change you for the best and teach you more about yourself than you can ever imagine.