A lot of smoking and shooting documentaries

I've been thinking and smoking and watching many YouTube videos about school shootings. A question has always loomed in the back of my mind, a dilemma. I've tried to say it out loud before and people look at me like I'm crazy so I will try to put it in the simplest of terms. Let's say you are born into a puppy killing cult. You are taught growing up the puppies are evil beasts and you must kill them. You're born, you live, and you die thinking this is the right thing. Do you get into heaven? Objectively most people would agree killing puppies is wrong but is it your fault for not knowing something you were never told. Is it your fault for acting upon what you believe to be the best course of action? And what if it's not as simple, what if it is your mind telling you to literally murder people, a sudden onset psychosis. or the slow poisoning of your belief systems over time through adverse internet articles and people. I've come to some sort of conclusion, at least I think I have. I could also just be really high. My conclusion is that everybody experiences pain. Some people have coping mechanisms and can release pain or create beauty out of it, some people let the pain consume them rotting them from the inside out, some inflict their pain on others. I think most people do a mixture of these things, people who let it consume them end up ending themselves and people inflict their pain end up commiting heinous attrocities. All evil stems from this pain and all pain stems from evil. The way to prevent evil is by relieving the pain. This means better healthcare systems, better mental health help, better programs to uplift people out of poverty. More teaching of coping skills because a lot of you motherfuckers need those, and so much more I can't think of like housing, almost forgot housing, and education. Let me know if any of that made sense or if I'm hypomanic. I'm either cooking or going off the deep end.