Update 2 10/7/25

I don’t know what’s really been going on with my life lately. I know that I’m probably not gonna live past 16 at least. I know how I’m gonna do it. And when. September 2, 2027. In other news, I have a crush on this dude who’s really quiet. He looks like he might be alt too. But he’s 2 grades above me so it’s probs not gonna work out. I got tickets to MCR 2026 in like Austin or smth. I don’t think I’m ever gonna get better. That’s fine. I play trombone in school now. That’s part of the reason I found out about the guy that I had a crush on in the first place. He plays euphonium. I don’t really like how I look. I’m fat. My room looks pretty cool now. Not really though. I’m just a fat fucking loser. -florians_flower