famrant

hey another rant from me sorry i havent updated in a while ive been busy with school and studying, not that anyone actually cares though 

just needed to rant here about something that literally just happened while i was studying- at home

so like my house is realllyyyyyyy small like really small im talking its a one room, one kitchen, one bathroom and one living room for 4 people small, while im still grateful to have a shelter over my head, i sure would love some privacy-

well considering both my parents dont work this is the most we can afford, we get funded by the government. well my mom, shes hardworking but she can be mean. she has a condition, so she cant work. this condition means that my dad cant work as well as he has to be her caretaker

however, before my mom got the condition, my dad was able to work, but he would always be on and off, as in he would not go work almost everyday, he worked as a cleaner cause he didnt have a high educational grade probably. 

i love my dad but instead of actually being a caretaker to my mom, his lazing around, jerking off to other women, texting other women, which my mom js found out, his playing fuckin anime roblox tycoons at his big grown age, his just a lazy fuckin guy, his a good dad but a horibble husband

my mom gets the money from the government, since my dad has literally no money, she has to pay for everything, even the stuff that he wants, and he demands a lot of things.

see this is why i dont want to get married when im older, seeing their relationship, everything just looks so damn restrictive, i barely see any love, all i see is tension and conflict.

my late grandparents warned my mom about my dad, basically talked shit about him, i think they were right

tbh school is my only escape from this household, we’re too broke to go out anywhere, but i dont really care, but school is coming to an end, graduations coming closer, exams are closer, stress is closer, im parting from my one and only peace, my friends.

thats all- sorry if its a lot you dont have to read all this, just really had to get this off my chest