I hate being fat

I hate being fat. Every time I see some who is skinny I wish I was them so badly is it weird??

My bf keeps telling me that I’m not fat.But I don’t believe him same thing with my therapist she keep telling me that I’m a normal weight for a teenager. Like OMG stfu stop lying to me PLEASE!!! 

I’m tired of seeing myself in the mirror and seeing a FAT PIG. I want to lose like 10 pounds in 3 months to feel better about myself. I eat less like fasting and throwing up on purpose. I eat during the morning and maybe eat something during dinner but I usually skip dinner. I hate be girl who is fat and I barely have friends. I’m surprise that I have a bf who could do sooo much better. 

 If u guys have any tips for losing weight please dm me thx ^_^.

P.s English is not my first language :^)