So, I kinda like this guy?

Welcome to Kupid’s Krystals, you want a ruby or emerald? (I need to work on the introduction, help) 

So, posting this blog is very risky, honestly, because I told him to make a SpaceHey account, and if he sees this, then he’ll definitely know that I like him. But honestly? Screw it, why not? You only live once, am I right? 

So, there’s this guy in my grade, he’s in the other section though. Taller, WAY stronger, and he’s mostly pretty subtle about it. Oh, and he has anger issues (not around me though, SCORE!). We’ve been friends for a couple months now, and I usually only see him in the mornings, during an assembly, or in french. Why am I ranting? Good question — it’s because this little “crush” is getting OBSESSIVE. Not police-level obsessive, but yeah, can’t say I don’t think of him a lot. I spend nights that I can’t sleep thinking about his smile, I write my tests with the motivation of knowing that he’d be happy if I got a good grade (and if I got higher grades, at least I could tutor him?), so, um, yeah. 

He has this really peculiar habit of poking my cheek with the back of a thumbtack, and he says it’s to stab me, but he doesn’t want to hurt me, so he uses the back of it most of the time. 

He did use the sharp tip of the thumbtack once though, and he poked it a little too badly on my knee (by accident) and I was like: “Hey, that actually hurt, dummy!” And he just went “Oh. Whoops, sorry.”, and he proceeded to lightly rub said-knee for 3 seconds (I mentally squealed so hard I probably broke a glass table in my head). 

This is also my first ever blog on here, so yippay for that :DDD 

Should I formally introduce myself, give more deets on mystery guy, and post more regularly, or is there anything else you’d like to see? (based on anything you’ve read from my profile’s ’about me’ section or the general table, of course).

And if you have any questions, please ask me, I love you all. 

Stay safe, stay real, and stay krystal clear! <3