Ringing out my brain like a wet rag

Good Morning America. I am in my gender studies class; I am definitely not paying attention. For an update I am studying in Korea right now. It has thrown many things towards my psyche. So I feel like I'm trying to swim in all this new substance– If that makes sense? 

No one here seems to be aware. A lot of people here are always on their phones, it seems to be a sort of way of life. In the bus, everyone is on phone. Now this could just be a city thing. I haven't been to the big cities in the US too long to compare. My city in my states though is not like that. Korea is too much like the United States, late stage capitalism crawling its way into my own vibes. Its stagnating. 

I miss the open nature, Appalachia. The city is draining. 

My dreams have been... something recently. When I sleep in that tends to happen. Since most of my classes are at 3pm I sleep till 2pm... oops. I have had a set back in my AP and Shifting journeys. 3d problems. I was set in college just to please someone. That is my dilemma. 

I just finished reading Journey Out of the Body by Robert Monroe last night so it sort of drives my will towards the sort of "enlightenment". If anyone is also on such journey please tell me. 

I feel like a fish out of water thrashing ahhaaha