it’s four o clock in the fucking morning

i don’t know if i should have some sort of routine

or what

i have to stop partying as much bcs

i’m kinda running out of money 

but only until i get a better job

when i get a better job i can start again

i like partying 

it’s like my favorite thing ever

i love having friends that scream out of excitement when they see me

and going to local shows 

flirting with the band dudes

i’m sort of lost but it’s not like being lost in the dark

i’m lost in like a field of flowers

it’s beautiful here and the more lost i get the more flowers i find