2day is my birthday im 17 now idk man its being so ass i just cant give a fuck now

I fucking hate my life so fucking much

I fucking thought i fucking said that i wanted a mcr fucking cake i showed it man i fucking showed they were like "oh yeah we gonna make it for you its going 2 be your birthsay present" and i was SO EXCITED AND HAPPY i was even going to wear my mcr shirt that my brother gave me but oh well

Looks like whatever bcz my fucking cake is some random ass boring shit whatever whatever i dont care i dont give a fuck yeah i cried abt it but thats bcz im a godamn loser im a fucking dumb baby WHATEVER

I fucking hate my life 

I didn't even got 2 wear the mcr shirt bcz I DONT CARE ANYMORE WHATEVER

Im such a bitch i was like im like idk man i dont even know how 2 pretend im perfectly fine with this

Like im acting like a fucking child throwing a tantrum im so fucking stupid i dont even want to eat the fucking cake, they didn't had bad intentions they were too busy i know that, but still im so fucking sad and disappointed idk im so stupid and ungrateful they made it for free man

I hate it

I wish i could pretend 2 be fine bcz my mom made so much for me i fucking hate this

I rlly dont deserve shit

Im just so idk

I guess i let my expectations 2 high

Whatever man im going 2 go 2 school tomorrow and forget abt this

My mom said she was going to pay 4 a new cake 4 me with the mcr decoration and shit

I dont deserve it but at least i can be happy abt that